God Child Mahogany
Humble Prayer Partner
It's been a while since I've logged in to pray publicly and or post a prayer request. A lot has happened since I last visited this site. I almost lost a job, but God blessed me with a much better one before I was let go. Thank God. I moved back to my home state. It was financially draining, but God made a way. Thank God! I lost another uncle. My mom lost another sibling. But God has kept us in perfect peace. Thank God. My father had a stroke, and a major surgery on his carotid artery. He made it through successfully. Thank you God!!!!!!!!!!!! My brother was released from a penitentiary early, and was able to find gainful employment less than a month after being released. Thank God for grace! God has been so good to me. I am still struggling financially, but God has shown me on so many occasions that he is the ultimate provider, so I trust and believe in him. Thank you God! The one thing that continuously brings me to my knees is the loneliness I feel. I'm nearing my 32nd birthday, I am relatively intelligent, I have a heart for the Lord, I'm courteous, caring, gainfully employed, and relatively cute (at least that's what all the older folks tell me 
). With all of this I still struggle with loneliness. Upon moving home, I met suitors, but there is one guy that stood out above the rest. We have the same beliefs. I really fell for him, and can see myself falling in love with him (I already have), getting married and starting a family. However, it seems as soon as I started to fall hard, his interest in me started to fade. I'm not sure why I find myself in this predicament time and time again. Thus, it must be something with me that I need to identify and correct. I want to pray for this relationship to blossom, and I pray that we're able to feed each other's needs mentally and emotionally. I honestly want a life partner. I don't want to go through tough times to get there, but I do desire a strong bond with this young man, ###. I've prayed for relationships in the past, and they faded away. Thus, I'm a little hesitant to pray. The devil wants me to believe that this time will not be any different. He's trying to steal my joy. He's trying to steal my hope. He's trying to steal my word. The devil knows that if I pray, that God will open up the windows of heaven and poor me out a blessing that I will not have room enough to receive. The Bible teaches me if I seek the face of God first, that he will bless me with the desires of my heart. and I know the Bible can not lie, because my God can not lie. Therefore, despite how I feel, I am thanking God for introducing me to ### and I am praying that he continues to bless us so that our relationship with each other continue to flourish. I feel this is going to be my husband one day. He found me, and I pray he doesn't lose interest. I pray for just the opposite. Please pray with me. I know this isn't as pressing as other issues. However, this is what continues to make me feel weak and bring me to my knees. Thank you for praying with me as I pray with and for you! God bless!
). With all of this I still struggle with loneliness. Upon moving home, I met suitors, but there is one guy that stood out above the rest. We have the same beliefs. I really fell for him, and can see myself falling in love with him (I already have), getting married and starting a family. However, it seems as soon as I started to fall hard, his interest in me started to fade. I'm not sure why I find myself in this predicament time and time again. Thus, it must be something with me that I need to identify and correct. I want to pray for this relationship to blossom, and I pray that we're able to feed each other's needs mentally and emotionally. I honestly want a life partner. I don't want to go through tough times to get there, but I do desire a strong bond with this young man, ###. I've prayed for relationships in the past, and they faded away. Thus, I'm a little hesitant to pray. The devil wants me to believe that this time will not be any different. He's trying to steal my joy. He's trying to steal my hope. He's trying to steal my word. The devil knows that if I pray, that God will open up the windows of heaven and poor me out a blessing that I will not have room enough to receive. The Bible teaches me if I seek the face of God first, that he will bless me with the desires of my heart. and I know the Bible can not lie, because my God can not lie. Therefore, despite how I feel, I am thanking God for introducing me to ### and I am praying that he continues to bless us so that our relationship with each other continue to flourish. I feel this is going to be my husband one day. He found me, and I pray he doesn't lose interest. I pray for just the opposite. Please pray with me. I know this isn't as pressing as other issues. However, this is what continues to make me feel weak and bring me to my knees. Thank you for praying with me as I pray with and for you! God bless!
