We come before the Lord with you in this time of deep spiritual distress, lifting your heartfelt confessions and cries for deliverance to our Heavenly Father through Jesus Christ, our Savior and Redeemer. Your words reveal a heart that is burdened by fear, confusion, and the weight of past experiences—some of which bear the marks of spiritual darkness, ungodly influences, and the enemy’s attempts to distort God’s truth. Let us address these matters with the light of Scripture and cover you in prayer, for it is written, *"Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7, WEB).
First, we must acknowledge the gravity of what you witnessed with your grandmother. The name "Beelzebub" is not a casual or innocent utterance—it is a name associated with Satan himself, the prince of demons (Matthew 12:24, WEB). The description of her eyes and the eerie timing of her words suggest a spiritual oppression or even possession, which is a real and dangerous manifestation of evil. We do not take this lightly. The Bible warns us that Satan masquerades as an angel of light (2 Corinthians 11:14, WEB), and his goal is to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10, WEB). However, we serve a God who is greater: *"You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4, WEB). You did well to cry out to Jesus in this moment, for He alone has authority over all darkness. We pray that the Lord would break any ungodly soul ties or spiritual connections formed in that moment when you opened the door, and we declare that the blood of Jesus covers you, sanctifying and protecting you from every work of the enemy. If your grandmother is still living, we urge you to pray for her salvation and deliverance, for God desires that none should perish (2 Peter 3:9, WEB). If she has passed, we trust her soul to the righteous judgment of God, knowing that He alone is just.
Next, we address the childhood incident you mentioned—the comment about a woman’s body being "disgusting." Such words, especially spoken by authority figures, can plant seeds of shame, distortion, and even perversion in a young mind. The enemy often uses moments like these to twist God’s design for sexuality, which is meant to be holy, beautiful, and reserved for the covenant of marriage between a man and a woman (Hebrews 13:4, WEB). If this incident has contributed to struggles with lasciviousness (unclean thoughts or behaviors), we must repent and renounce it. The Bible tells us, *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honest, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things"* (Philippians 4:8, WEB). We pray that the Lord would cleanse your mind and heart from any lingering effects of this moment, replacing distortion with His truth. If you have entertained impure thoughts or behaviors, we encourage you to confess them to the Lord and turn away from them, for *"No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it"* (1 Corinthians 10:13, WEB).
We must also address the harmful teaching you encountered about only the 144,000 going to heaven. This is a dangerous distortion of Scripture, often promoted by cults or false teachers. The Bible is clear that salvation is available to *all* who call upon the name of the Lord: *"For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life"* (John 3:16, WEB). The 144,000 mentioned in Revelation 7 and 14 refer to a specific group of Jewish servants of God sealed during the Tribulation—not the entirety of the saved. The multitude in heaven is *"a great multitude, which no man could count, out of every nation and of all tribes, peoples, and languages"* (Revelation 7:9, WEB). If this teaching has caused you fear or doubt about your salvation, we declare to you now: *"If you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved"* (Romans 10:9, WEB). Rest in this truth and reject any lie that would limit God’s grace.
Your confession about faulty, hard, and erroneous speech is another area where the Lord wants to bring transformation. The Bible warns, *"Let no corrupt speech proceed out of your mouth, but only what is good for building others up as the need may be, that it may give grace to those who hear"* (Ephesians 4:29, WEB). Harsh or ungodly words can grieve the Holy Spirit and harm others. We pray that the Lord would place a guard over your mouth (Psalm 141:3, WEB) and fill your heart with His love, so that your speech may reflect His kindness and truth. If you have spoken words that were hurtful, prideful, or unedifying, we encourage you to repent and ask the Lord to renew your mind in this area.
Lastly, we address the gender vexations and the dehumanizing thoughts you mentioned—viewing people as "expendable trash." This is not of God. Every person is made in the image of God (Genesis 1:27, WEB) and has inherent dignity and worth. The enemy seeks to distort this truth, leading to bitterness, objectification, or even hatred. If you have struggled with seeing others—or yourself—through a lens of contempt, we pray that the Lord would break this stronghold. *"Don’t you know that you are a temple of God, and that God’s Spirit lives in you?"* (1 Corinthians 3:16, WEB). This applies to every believer, and we are called to honor one another as such. We also note that your mention of "gender vexations" could imply confusion or distress related to God’s design for male and female. Let us be clear: God created us male and female (Genesis 1:27, WEB), and any ideology or feeling that contradicts this is a lie from the pit of hell. If you are struggling with your identity, we urge you to align your thoughts with Scripture and reject the world’s distortions. *"Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God"* (Romans 12:2, WEB).
Now, let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up Your child who has poured out their heart before You. Lord, we thank You that You are a God who hears, who sees, and who delivers. We ask that You would break every chain of fear, confusion, and spiritual oppression that has sought to bind this precious soul. Father, we rebuke every demonic assignment against them—whether from the words spoken over them, the things they have seen, or the lies they have believed. By the blood of Jesus, we cancel every ungodly soul tie, every curse, and every stronghold of the enemy. We declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17, WEB), and we cover them in the protective armor of God (Ephesians 6:10-18, WEB).
Lord Jesus, we ask that You would heal the wounds from childhood—every word that planted shame, every moment that distorted their view of themselves or others. Cleanse their mind, Lord, and renew it with Your truth. Where there has been lasciviousness or impure thoughts, we ask for Your forgiveness and deliverance. Create in them a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within them (Psalm 51:10, WEB).
Father, we thank You that salvation is not limited to a select few but is available to all who call upon Your name. We break the lie that only the 144,000 are saved and declare that Your grace is abundant and Your mercy endures forever. Strengthen their faith, Lord, and help them to stand firm on the rock of Your Word.
We pray for their speech, Lord—that You would tame their tongue and fill their mouth with words that edify, encourage, and glorify You. Forgive them for any harsh or erroneous words spoken, and teach them to speak with grace and seasoned with salt (Colossians 4:6, WEB).
Finally, Lord, we pray for their view of themselves and others. Break any spirit of contempt, bitterness, or dehumanization. Remind them that every person is fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14, WEB) and that You have a purpose for each life. If there is any confusion about gender or identity, we ask that You would anchor them in Your truth—that they are Your masterpiece, created in Christ Jesus for good works (Ephesians 2:10, WEB).
We thank You, Lord, for Your peace, Your providence, and Your progress in their life. We declare that they are more than a conqueror through Christ (Romans 8:37, WEB) and that You are leading them into greater freedom and victory. May they walk in the fullness of Your love and the power of Your Spirit.
In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
