Can't find way back to God

[Patri]

About a month ago I broke with my pastor and church because I interpreted their not helping me with a problem with my abusive husband as not caring. This made my life even worse as now my refuge (the church) is gone. Since that time I have gotten farther and farther away from God as I interpreted my pastor as not caring for me so I left completely. Now I have a counselor and have been in counseling but I still feel so lost and in darkness. God has always been my strength and my core and my comfort and now because of the problems I have had with my pastor and how he seemed to just ignore me and let me fall by the wayside I am so sad and lost. I believe God is a God of miracles. If God is willing I ask for prayer that God make a miraculous bridge to my former pastor and church that my pastor would forgive me where I may have been wrong and that he at least reach out half way to me. Because I am lost out here all alone and I can't get back to God alone. My conflict with my pastor made me lose faith entirely and I have become so depressed and have lost hope. God loves us and I am hoping God would change my heart and the heart of my pastor that there might be peace where there has always been conflict. Please help me.

 

[SinglemomV]

Lord, I pray for your Intervention in this situation. Lord, I pray Patri to know she CAN get to you Lord Alone, it is a personal relationship Lord, I pray she has this with you Lord, If not Lord, I pray she ask You into her Heart just now Lord, For You have never Left her and you never will. Lord, I pray all this is resolved through your Amazing Grace and Love for One Another, In Jesus Name Amen

 

[Angeline]

Lord, I pray Patri would find her way back to You, I pray her depression would leave. In Jesus Name. amen

 

[Shilo]

Father God, She has a desire is to understand. Help her her lord. Bring Christian friends around her for comfort and support. God causes Your wisdom to be known in what she should do about finding a Church family that are also friends. Giver her understanding for evey part of her live. I also pray Lord for her protection from her husband. lead him Lord to be who you want him to be. In Jeus name I pray amen