Shivani India
Disciple of Prayer
Today I am missing him a little extra … it’s been 4 days since he decided he doesn’t want me anymore in his life. I have been praying, just praying… I don’t know what else I can do. We both hurt each other but if he has taken decision & blocked me everywhere means I have hurt him more.
Before this happened… I kept one diary where I expressed how much I love him. He already read it.
While parting our ways, I still remember he said someday I would read that diary again.
Please you all … pray for me, let him read that diary tonight and frequently.
Pray that let one word, one sentence, one experience which I mentioned in that diary change his heart and find his way back to me.
Pray to Lord to change his heart and let him see me through Lord’s eyes.
This pain is unbearable…. Also while returning not knowing when I would see him again, crying in front of him with deepest pain in my heart and soul…. He said he is also thinking about leaving this city as he is looking for a job opportunity in a new company.
Please pray for ### to get a job in this city only.
Please… deliver me from his absence, his decision not to see me again, not to be with me again, not to contact me again …..
Please pray, encourage Lord to make him miss me & open that diary…
Make him feel how much I love him and no one has put those many efforts for him.
Create forgiveness and compassion in his heart.
Let him reach out, ask for forgiveness, restoration, change his heart, change my heart so that we can put God first …
I want Jesus to show up in my life and make me experience His glory.
I miss him, I miss him so much ….. I have hurt someone’s son, Lord please forgive me, please
Before this happened… I kept one diary where I expressed how much I love him. He already read it.
While parting our ways, I still remember he said someday I would read that diary again.
Please you all … pray for me, let him read that diary tonight and frequently.
Pray that let one word, one sentence, one experience which I mentioned in that diary change his heart and find his way back to me.
Pray to Lord to change his heart and let him see me through Lord’s eyes.
This pain is unbearable…. Also while returning not knowing when I would see him again, crying in front of him with deepest pain in my heart and soul…. He said he is also thinking about leaving this city as he is looking for a job opportunity in a new company.
Please pray for ### to get a job in this city only.
Please… deliver me from his absence, his decision not to see me again, not to be with me again, not to contact me again …..
Please pray, encourage Lord to make him miss me & open that diary…
Make him feel how much I love him and no one has put those many efforts for him.
Create forgiveness and compassion in his heart.
Let him reach out, ask for forgiveness, restoration, change his heart, change my heart so that we can put God first …
I want Jesus to show up in my life and make me experience His glory.
I miss him, I miss him so much ….. I have hurt someone’s son, Lord please forgive me, please
