hiloveimhaley
Prayer Warrior
This world is full of sinful people. Looking back i never thought i would get as far as i have gotten. Im broken, hurt, and about ready to give up. I don't know any teenager who has made as many mistakes as me. And i say im a Christian.. Well yes i believe in Christ but i do not act upon it. Im a jealous person who said i would do no wrong. Ive done drugs, been involved in sexual activities, lied, turned from my saviour, have had an eating disorder, ran away, potential loss of license, and smile after it all. Im sick i can't even function anymore i regret so much and it all lays on my shoulders. I know there is a god and i know he can save me but WHY ME?!?!?!?!?!!? WHY!! im sick of who i am and i continue to get worse life is so hard and there are times that i just want to give up. My parents are thousands of miles apart and i live for myself. It's a horrible feeling. I need to be saved and i need to feel the love of my father god. Right now im lonely and don't know where to go from here.
