Hungry4love357
Servant of All
I am so angry. I feel like I am working hard trying to do the right thing, trying to be positive. Trying hard to stay focussed but I can't. I can't stand being single, I am tired of asking God for help and not getting any. I can't stand everyone else is getting married and I can't even get a date. I am so sick of it. I am so tired of being hurt, so tired of being rejected and so tired of waiting on God to fix it. I have prayed and prayed and prayed, and I am so tired of praying and nothing happening. I am tired of it. Why is it one person can pray for somthing and get it the next day, but I have been askind for years and still nothing happens. I am so angry. Why does God favor others over me? I don't see marriage in my future. I just don't. Women hate me. They want nothing to do with me. They think I'm ugly. They think I'm too nice. I'm not tall, dark, and handsome. I'm too boaring. I get sick of heading it. What about the good things? They never notice that. How can I be positive when people only want to point out the worst in me. I guess I will never be good enough for anyone. I hate my life. Everything is a stuggle. I'm tired of it. Just once, I would like to meet a gorl who wants to be my friend, and wants to hang out with me. But most women don't even look in my direction. When they do, they say " eeww. It's an it". "He's so ugly." I wish I was handsome. I wish God favored me. I give up.

