Backslider

[sorry78]

this is my first prayer request I posted here. I have become a backslider. I want to be reunited with God. I have other concerns. I have been living with my girlfriend for a little over a month. There have been some rocky moments but it's been great overall. My girlfriend is born-again as am I. And we both have our faults. But this morning I was caught looking at adult content on the internet. I have had a long time struggle with adult entertainment. I thought I had it behind me. I did. But I still looked at it and thought my secret was safe. I was wrong. And just when my girlfriend began to trust me this happens. I'm so dpressed now. I'm in love and now I'm afraid I'll lose the only woman that ever loved me the way my girlfriend has. Honestly I'm so ashamed of my actions because I sinned against God and the woman I love. I am so depressed I'm thinking about suicide. Please pray for me. I never felt so stupid, alone, and undeserving of love. Thank you.

 

[K-J]

Well, sorry78, you stumbled. But you know what, we ALL have and continue to. The amazing thing is that we have a God so amazing, He gave up His only Son to pay the penalty of our sins. And we get that benefit for free, simply by turning our lives over to Jesus and repenting of our sins. I don't know about you, but that makes me feel really special and deeply loved.

Things might be a little tense right now between you and your girlfriend, and maybe even you and God, but you're on the right track. You are sorry for what you have done, recognize its power to draw you back in, and have sought to be reconciled with God. ACCEPT the forgiveness you have been given, FORGIVE yourself and move forward. Suicide is never the answer, it's just the quick fix satan plants in the minds of those who are downtrodden and confused. Your life is valuable because God created it and sustains it. RESPECT it, TREASURE it, and USE it to glorify God in all you think, do, say, write and communicate. Perhaps you could place a picture of Jesus on your computer monitor and remember, He sees everything you see.

Things will turn around. Stay strong during this time of testing, let it REFINE you, not define you. You will come out an amazing man that God will use to touch and reach others. I am praying for you and your girlfriend. May forgiveness and tolerance at the core of your relationship. Stay strong, keep the faith & be blessed.

 

[K-J]

Standing in the gap for you this day. May God grant you strength, courage and peace of mind. Be well.

 

[YONETTE]

Don't beat yourself up. God is merciful and forgiving. Strive to do better next time. I am sure we all have things that we are struggling with. Some is just bigger than others. We have all sinned and come short of the glory of God. Ask his forgiveness and move on. Do not let the devil torment you with your mistake. I pray that your girlfriend would stand by you and see you through this until you are delivered. God touch your son and take the desire away from him to use this means of entertainment. Deliver him in Jesus Name. Amen

 

[Heidi]

Heavenly father I stand in the gap for this person. His eyes are open to his sin. May he look to you for all the answers. He is forgiven. That a awesome, you love us so much to forgive. Do not allow the enemy to tourment the thought of suicide. Satan is a liar. May this man hold his head high. Know he's forgiven. Give him strength and encouragement to move forward. In Jesus name, amen

 

[mygodreigns77]

rayer:Father God all have sinned and come short of your glory the fact that this man has stepped up and admitted to his fault means that he is reaching out for help Father I pray that you will save him and release him from this addiction that he has. Father be with him and restore the love between him and his girl friend. Father we ask all things in your son's wonderful name. amen. :GodLovesYou:

 

[CJOV]

Lord, I am in agreement with all of these prayers for this man. Please guide him Lord. IN JESUS NAME AMEN