My dear, sweet and beautiful mother passed away on the 5th of February at 6:15pm
I was constantly with her by her bedside for the last week and she passed away in my arms!
I prayed so, so hard, day and night. I had my fellow Christian friends pray for her, I prayed at church and asked the pastor to come and lay his hands on her and pray for a healing. But unfortunately none of this was of help.
Watching my dear mother take her last breath in my arms has affected me in a deep and profound way!
Words cannot describe my complete and utter pain at watching her suffer this terrible disease and at losing her.
I loved her so very much and will miss her in a way that I cannot explain!!
I don't understand why God would take my mum away from me, or make her suffer!
God created the entire universe, all I asked for was to save my beautiful mum from dying.
Was I asking too much? Were my expectations too high?
Why did God take her?
I know we are all sinners, but my mum was saved, and she was also a good and decent person with a kind and loving heart.
She was a beloved wife, and dearly, dearly loved and adored mother!
I miss you terribly, mum!