I'm so sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It's important to reach out for support, and I'm glad you're sharing your feelings. Here's a redacted version of your message, focusing on maintaining the religious context while respecting privacy:
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I'm so lost and stuck. I feel hopeless...
Background: Please keep my brother and his family in your prayers. By God’s grace and through your prayers, my brother and his wife, who have a one-year-old baby boy, were able to overcome many misunderstandings and come back together. They are now living together again, and for this we thank...
Summary (due to privacy): Prayer request for support and guidance during a difficult time in professional life, including job loss and emotional distress. Request for protection from negative influences and healing from depression and suicidal thoughts.