I'm so sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It's important to reach out for support, and I'm glad you're sharing your feelings. Here's a redacted version of your message, focusing on maintaining the religious context while respecting privacy:
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I'm so lost and stuck. I feel hopeless...
Summary (due to privacy): Prayer request for support and guidance during a difficult time in professional life, including job loss and emotional distress. Request for protection from negative influences and healing from depression and suicidal thoughts.
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Please pray for me about my immigration journey which has been ongoing for years. I started following you on YouTube since July this year 2023. I have been in this country for 18 years, always getting refusal from the Home Office. Now I submit my fresh claim, and I...