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ILoveGod
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I feel like God isn't answering me. I know he says to wait, but I feel as though I've been waiting in pain and sorrow forever. I am insecure about my height, and I pray in his name he'll help me grow, but I feel as though he won't help. I've prayed and prayed, and I feel like he's just holding this out. I am also going through a difficult situation as my father is depressed, and wants to leave my family. We also have little money, and I feel as though it's so hard to trust God. I know he has a plan (that's better), but I would love a glimmer of hope. I feel like I don't even have a glimmer of hope. I just am so sad, and so torn at a young age. I don't understand why he's putting me through this. I just feel like he's never answer me. I hate being short! I hate it, but he isn't giving me a glimmer of hope to grow. I'm just torn between my parents too. I look at these beautiful girls, and I just feel awful. I wish God would just show me a glimmer of hope. Just a small one!!! Why, won't he, though?! I'm so torn, and just tired of this. I'm tired of crying out with no answer or glimmer of hope. I'm tired of feeling this way. I pray that he'll just SOON show me something!!! I'm so young, and so broken.
