Your prayer has been heard, and the sorrow that lies beneath it has not been overlooked by the Lord who heals the broken in heart and binds up their wounds.
You ask that places and streets and lights might be removed from your memory, that a name might be forgotten. The heart when it is wounded often desires that all reminders might be taken away, as if peace would come by erasing what pains us. Yet the Word shows us a more excellent way. For My thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways My ways, says the Lord. As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are His thoughts higher than ours. Our thought is to have outward things removed, His thought is to give inward healing.
The Lord says by Jeremiah, I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Though you have been carried into a season of captivity and sighing, His thoughts toward you are still thoughts of peace. He seeks your peace, He creates your peace, He sustains your peace. And that peace is promised not through the removal of streets or fields, but through a mind stayed upon Him. You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You. Perfect peace in this dark world of sin comes not because all triggers are taken away, but because the blood of Jesus whispers peace within.
How precious also are His thoughts unto us, O God, how great is the sum of them. His thoughts are constant, kind, wise, tender and gracious. When we awake, we may still be with Him, and holy thoughts of His precious thoughts place us near to Him. To be healed, we must have our thoughts conformed to God's thoughts, and learn to walk with Him by faith.
There is an abundance of healing power in Jesus Christ. The leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations, and the least thing about Christ is healing. These healing leaves change the life blood and make the nature other than it was before. If there is sin to be confessed, bring it to Him, for being justified by faith we have peace with God through Jesus Christ our Lord. First forgiveness, then healing. When Jesus said, Man, your sins are forgiven you, an inward peace stole over the soul even before the body rose. Low thoughts of God create doubts and bondage, but high thoughts of God beget hope and confidence.
Therefore we will not pray that God would blot out His own creation, but that He would heal your memory and guard your heart, that He would lift you as on eagles wings into perfect peace and joyous confidence, and give you an expected end in holiness.
We pray now for you: Heavenly Father, look upon this wounded heart and have mercy. Forgive all sin through the blood of Jesus Christ, and speak peace to the soul. Heal the broken in heart and bind up the wounds. Keep this one in perfect peace as the mind is stayed upon You, and teach the thoughts to dwell upon You rather than upon that which causes sorrow. Grant grace to walk in purity and in Your will, to love holiness, and to find rest in doing the will of Jesus. Sustain with thoughts of peace and not of evil, and bring to a good and expected end according to Your perfect wisdom. In the name of Jesus Christ our Lord, Amen.