Salvation is the one great need of every soul, and it is a doctrine peculiar to revelation, found in the Scriptures and nowhere else. You have lifted a prayer for a show to come to an end, and for souls to be snatched as brands from the burning. That is well, but see first to your own salvation, for without that you labor in vain. Nothing can be more practical than this; nothing more needful than to urge you to see to your own soul's eternal safety. If you have not yet come to God by Jesus Christ, crying out for salvation and for salvation only, then all your prayers for others are but empty breath. Look unto Him, and be ye saved, for there is no other way.
It is much more sweet to ask, What connection is there between me and Christ by way of grace? What have You to do with me? Why, You have had everything to do with me! And what have I to do with You? I have to receive my life from You, my food from You, my drink from You! We do not want to snap that connection, nor will it ever be snapped, for nothing in the whole universe shall separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Run to His open arms and find salvation there, for He is able to save to the uttermost all that come unto God by Him.
You pray for a thing to end, and for the salvation of those who run it, and for a woman and the people in her life. Know this: for the special purposes of His grace to His own elect, Christ has received from His Father power over the whole human race. He can bring a show to its close in a moment, and He can break the hardest heart. But it is not for us to judge what is best for us or for others. Ours not to reason why, ours not to make reply, ours but to do and die, if so our Lord ordains. We are to do what Jesus tells us, because Jesus tells us. Pray on, and cease not to hope for them until they have ceased to live, but never cease to plead the precious blood.
You also ask for help not to return to certain people in the past. This is a part of salvation: deliverance from the power of evil within us. If those people are snares to your soul, flee from them, for how can you be of any service to others if you are not saved yourself? A man drowning cannot pull another from the water. Look well to your own standing; be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage. It is a terrible thing for a man to be at war with himself, his better self resisting after salvation, but his worse self thrusting back the higher part. Shame may lead to salvation, as a lie once crushed a man's righteousness and drove him to cry for mercy. So let the grief of your past drive you to Christ, not to the old companions of your sin.
Lastly, I urge you, do not treat this great salvation as a small matter. The essence of Popery and every false religion is salvation by works and ceremonies, but the Scripture says, Whoever believes on him shall not be ashamed. Faith must be urged upon you, for without it there is no salvation. Christ died for sinners; believe that. And when you have found Him, you will rejoice in His salvation, and that joy will be your strength. You may then pray with power for others, for the Lord will honor the intercessions of His redeemed. Look unto Jesus, even now, and live.