Anonymous
Beloved of All
All my life I've dreamt of a happy life. Falling in love, getting married, honeymoon. A successful life. Financial autonomy. Buying that first house. A circle of friends. But instead what I got was that I am a 50 year old man, bad back, no friends, no wife, no romantic other, no house, no job. No matter how hard I try, I can't get ahead. Be it relationships, employment, health. I'm under some kind of supernatural curse. There is this person who was a girl I had a crush on in Junior High. I was looking at her -banned site- page. She had photos of her vacations, her family, her children, dog, house. I cried. That dream I never got. My dream was never evil. It was good, pure. I just wanted to be fruitful and happy. Fulfilled. Is that bad? Please pray God restores the years the locust has eaten. That he breaks this curse and replaces it with blessings. --Michael Kevin from CNY