I’m so tired of my life. I’ve been trying so hard to finish my school because my kids depend on me to finish that and be able to support them. I don’t have a job, I had to quit because my husband did something he should not have done to my daughter and now my family is in a difficult position. The only money I have is whatever he is willing to give me. My school is going to be canceled because I can’t pay my out-of-pocket cost. I have been praying that it be resolved. I was supposed to pay the balance on Friday so my school account has been blocked. I have a test on Tuesday and if I miss that’s the second test I miss so I will fail or be dropped. Last test I missed because I was in the hospital, I just had a baby 2 weeks ago. I’m trying really hard to take on all the problems I have but it’s so difficult. I’m praying so much and I can’t help but cry because my heart aches with this whole situation. I feel pain because of the life my kids are forced to live without both parents and need counseling for trauma of the situation. I still cry for my husband and he is moving on with someone else already. I just need help to get out of this situation. I’m tired of dealing with courts and child services and my school threatening me for non-payment. I haven’t even paid my bills so I am severely in debt. My life seemed in order before all this happened with my husband and now it’s torn to bits that I have to pick up. It seems he does not repent or take time to reflect and change. He is surrounded by bad influences with his family, including his parents, unfortunately he was brought up in a bad environment. My family is so negatively affected by this situation and I am so hurt, confused, and broken. I need the Lord’s hand, comfort, and guidance.
