Justbecause5
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There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
In August 2022, my two young sons and I left Alaska and flew to Texas. I had a new job and I wanted to go and set up our new house. My wife and daughter were going overseas to visit family.
After the boys and I left, my wife hired an attorney, and together they went to court. They convinced the judge that I stole the boys and took them across state lines. There was no mention of plane tickets to go overseas, etc. the judge gave them permission to go get the boys. I have not seen my children in 3+ years.
I pleaded with God to take me back to Alaska. Finally, God’s providence occurred on August 19, 2024, my temporary company provided a first-class ticket for me to fly to Alaska. I moved to Alaska with no place to live and no car to drive. I did have a job teaching school and coaching basketball.
I was so convinced God was orchestrating everything, and I believed that before my plane landed, my wife would contact me and I would have a place to live and a car to drive. I was wrong. The suffering began…
Over the last 15 months, I have suffered deep pain and anguish. I’ve lost two really good jobs due to no fault of my own. I’ve been homeless and lived in the shelter in the back of my van. I almost died on a mountain top when I got locked out of my van and -23°F weather. I have suffered deep depression and sadness due to missing my wife and children.
It’s December and every child I see or every Christmas song I hear makes me incredibly sad. However, somehow in some way, God keeps giving me the strength to keep on going. I’ve been unemployed since June 16 and yet I’m still surviving on gig work. I am so thankful to God for gig work.
I have gotten really good at it and I can now make a full-time salary, simply delivering food and groceries, etc.
On January 2, 2026, I will begin temporary work with a company that I’ve worked with four times previously. It’s a job that will only last 8 to 10 weeks but it has a number of positives. I did it last January, and it gave me great joy being around other people. I also will get a break from doing gig work, which can be strenuous at times.
Today, I did a few things that I’ve not done in the past concerning money. I have decided to make a sincere effort to save money and to prepare for the proverbial rainy day. I also need to really focus on retirement. It’s like God somehow told me the things to do and I did them today.
Yes, I am a Christian. I’ve been a Christian since 1979. I worked in ministry for nearly 30 years. I believe in the power and authority of Christ and his name.
I’m still amazed that God gives me the strength to get up and go work. The last week it’s been as low as -32°F. Yet, somehow God has given me the strength to get up and go work and I did.
I have no idea what God is doing in my life, but I trust him 1000%. I trust that he’s making me a better person in ways that I do not fully grasp yet I trust that like gold he is polishing me and preparing me for something greater.
I continue to pray, fervently for my wife, ###. I bet I have said 1 million prayers in the last three years about our marriage and our family. I continue to pray for reconciliation for both. It’s painful to think of all the things that I’ve missed.
My wife has done horrible things to me. I stay prepared to forgive her and love her, like Jesus loved the church and gave himself for her. I have made this commitment to God, many many times and have pleaded with him to move the mountain of separation. I have waited 1000% on God. I trust that he has the power and knowledge to move the mountain that needs to be moved.
I miss my children deeply. I belong to be in their presence doing gig work. I often see young boys and girls that look like my children and it’s very painful to see them as they skip and hop and act like little kids. I miss my children, deeply and dearly, God please help me.
I have seen the hand of God in my life. I love the rain so much and it gives me strength but at this time of year in Alaska there’s none. However, second to rain is having the privilege to see moose from time to time. They give me so much strength.
Last Sunday, God took me on a delivery down a road that I’ve never been on. As I turned the corner, I looked down about 1 mile down the road, and there was a moose standing on the side of the road as I slowly approached, I quickly noticed another moose on the right-hand side of the road. In the video, that I made you can hear me saying thank you God thank you God thank you God.
Since October 2023, I have read the book of Psalms almost every month. I think I have read the Psalms at least 30 to 35 times. I love reading them and they give me so much strength. By the end of this month, I will have finished reading the Psalms once again and it will be I think 14 or 15 times. I read them this year. I love them so.
I trust God is working! I can’t see any progress. But here is what I do know….
God has allowed me to see…
60 moose or so
The northern lights many times
Two porcupines
6 to 10 Caribou
Incredible mountain vistas
Incredible sunrises and sunsets
I love God with all of my heart. I am not afraid to die. I am not suicidal, but I have prayed that God would take me home to be with him many times. I have pleaded with God to take me in my sleep, longing to be with him forever.
Please pray for me:
I need continued strength.
I need a really good paying job.
I need my family together again.
I need a nice place to call home.
I need help with depression and sadness
I know that Satan is like a roaring lion. He is seeking to devour, especially those who truly love God in Christ. Satan is powerful, corrupt, and he would love to destroy a Christian’s marriage and home and make them less effective in the kingdom of Christ.
Thank you for your prayers. Thank you so much.
In August 2022, my two young sons and I left Alaska and flew to Texas. I had a new job and I wanted to go and set up our new house. My wife and daughter were going overseas to visit family.
After the boys and I left, my wife hired an attorney, and together they went to court. They convinced the judge that I stole the boys and took them across state lines. There was no mention of plane tickets to go overseas, etc. the judge gave them permission to go get the boys. I have not seen my children in 3+ years.
I pleaded with God to take me back to Alaska. Finally, God’s providence occurred on August 19, 2024, my temporary company provided a first-class ticket for me to fly to Alaska. I moved to Alaska with no place to live and no car to drive. I did have a job teaching school and coaching basketball.
I was so convinced God was orchestrating everything, and I believed that before my plane landed, my wife would contact me and I would have a place to live and a car to drive. I was wrong. The suffering began…
Over the last 15 months, I have suffered deep pain and anguish. I’ve lost two really good jobs due to no fault of my own. I’ve been homeless and lived in the shelter in the back of my van. I almost died on a mountain top when I got locked out of my van and -23°F weather. I have suffered deep depression and sadness due to missing my wife and children.
It’s December and every child I see or every Christmas song I hear makes me incredibly sad. However, somehow in some way, God keeps giving me the strength to keep on going. I’ve been unemployed since June 16 and yet I’m still surviving on gig work. I am so thankful to God for gig work.
I have gotten really good at it and I can now make a full-time salary, simply delivering food and groceries, etc.
On January 2, 2026, I will begin temporary work with a company that I’ve worked with four times previously. It’s a job that will only last 8 to 10 weeks but it has a number of positives. I did it last January, and it gave me great joy being around other people. I also will get a break from doing gig work, which can be strenuous at times.
Today, I did a few things that I’ve not done in the past concerning money. I have decided to make a sincere effort to save money and to prepare for the proverbial rainy day. I also need to really focus on retirement. It’s like God somehow told me the things to do and I did them today.
Yes, I am a Christian. I’ve been a Christian since 1979. I worked in ministry for nearly 30 years. I believe in the power and authority of Christ and his name.
I’m still amazed that God gives me the strength to get up and go work. The last week it’s been as low as -32°F. Yet, somehow God has given me the strength to get up and go work and I did.
I have no idea what God is doing in my life, but I trust him 1000%. I trust that he’s making me a better person in ways that I do not fully grasp yet I trust that like gold he is polishing me and preparing me for something greater.
I continue to pray, fervently for my wife, ###. I bet I have said 1 million prayers in the last three years about our marriage and our family. I continue to pray for reconciliation for both. It’s painful to think of all the things that I’ve missed.
My wife has done horrible things to me. I stay prepared to forgive her and love her, like Jesus loved the church and gave himself for her. I have made this commitment to God, many many times and have pleaded with him to move the mountain of separation. I have waited 1000% on God. I trust that he has the power and knowledge to move the mountain that needs to be moved.
I miss my children deeply. I belong to be in their presence doing gig work. I often see young boys and girls that look like my children and it’s very painful to see them as they skip and hop and act like little kids. I miss my children, deeply and dearly, God please help me.
I have seen the hand of God in my life. I love the rain so much and it gives me strength but at this time of year in Alaska there’s none. However, second to rain is having the privilege to see moose from time to time. They give me so much strength.
Last Sunday, God took me on a delivery down a road that I’ve never been on. As I turned the corner, I looked down about 1 mile down the road, and there was a moose standing on the side of the road as I slowly approached, I quickly noticed another moose on the right-hand side of the road. In the video, that I made you can hear me saying thank you God thank you God thank you God.
Since October 2023, I have read the book of Psalms almost every month. I think I have read the Psalms at least 30 to 35 times. I love reading them and they give me so much strength. By the end of this month, I will have finished reading the Psalms once again and it will be I think 14 or 15 times. I read them this year. I love them so.
I trust God is working! I can’t see any progress. But here is what I do know….
God has allowed me to see…
60 moose or so
The northern lights many times
Two porcupines
6 to 10 Caribou
Incredible mountain vistas
Incredible sunrises and sunsets
I love God with all of my heart. I am not afraid to die. I am not suicidal, but I have prayed that God would take me home to be with him many times. I have pleaded with God to take me in my sleep, longing to be with him forever.
Please pray for me:
I need continued strength.
I need a really good paying job.
I need my family together again.
I need a nice place to call home.
I need help with depression and sadness
I know that Satan is like a roaring lion. He is seeking to devour, especially those who truly love God in Christ. Satan is powerful, corrupt, and he would love to destroy a Christian’s marriage and home and make them less effective in the kingdom of Christ.
Thank you for your prayers. Thank you so much.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.