Justbecause5
Servant
There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
Yes, I believe in God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit, etc. etc. yes, I believe in the name or power authority of Christ. Yes, I believe Christ can move mountains, etc..
In August 2022, my wife left me and then used the court to take my children while I was 5000 miles away. I have not seen my children since then.
I immediately began praying fervently. I pleaded with God to take me back to Alaska to get me closer to my family, hoping that a closer proximity might lead to reconciliation.
Yes, God took me back to Alaska. It seems that I was brought back to Alaska to suffer. I suffered in so many different ways: job loss, homelessness, car issues, mental issues of depression, sadness, etc.
Nonetheless, my faith continues. I feel that my love for God is stronger than it’s ever been and my faith is stronger than it’s ever been. I love God with all of my heart. I continue to pray fervently that God will do something.
I have not seen my children since mid-September 2022. I missed them with every ounce of my being. Just a few minutes ago I saw a video which included a picture of a five-year-old boy and the voice of a child singing. It made my heart ache so bad that I wanted to cry. I wanted to cry with every tear I had.
It’s still mind-boggling to think that my wife has done these things to me. How hateful a person can be if they choose to be. After 10 years of marriage, all the memories, all the great things we did together, all the great things we did for the Lord, etc., etc..
To those praying for me I am in a difficult spot right now… let me explain:
Today is March 2, 2026; it is 10:22 PM. On March 5, 2026, I must either pay $1500 in rent or move out.
I have not had a regular job since June 16, 2025. Since then, I have been making my living through gig work. I had learned to make a full-time salary doing it. I actually enjoy doing it; however, I then started having car issues which hindered me from working.
Last Thursday, I had one of my biggest days; however, the next day my car would not start. I have not been able to work since then. I really needed to work those days to help gather the funds needed to pay rent.
A few guys had promised to come over to get my car going but did not come over. One guy is supposed to come over tonight, but we will see. He promised he’d be here last night, but did not show up and did not even let me know if he had shown up or not.
In my past experiences, it seems God does his greatest work when my back has been firmly pressed against the wall. My back is against the wall right now. I am trying desperately to figure out what to do next.
I have thought seriously of getting an Uber and heading to the airport and going back to Texas to see my father. There I would have a free place to stay and food to eat, but I would not have a vehicle nor would I have a job. I would love to see my dad. However, it would seem that my trip back to Alaska would be in vain. I hope not.
God, what are you going to do?
I need God to guide my steps. I trust that he will. God, do I stay in this apartment? Do I go back to Texas? Please show me what to do.
Prior to moving back to Alaska, I had interviewed for a position as a chaplain in Alaska. I had two interviews in five days online. I thought for sure God was giving me that position; however, I did not get it.
A few days ago, I noticed that the position is open again. I immediately applied for it. The next day I heard from them and they asked me to do something online which I did. The email also gave me an opportunity to let them know that I had applied for the position in 2023.
It would be such a blessing if I was to get that job. The pay was really good. I would have an office downtown by the river. Every day, I would pray with the nurses and then begin my work of visiting those in hospice care. I would have the opportunity to spend time in God’s word and to share those findings with those in my care or those working in the hospice center.
God knows I need a good job. I enjoy doing gig work, but as I get older, I know it’s gonna be harder and harder to do and it requires a working vehicle that doesn’t break down.
I take great comfort knowing that heaven knows. Heaven knows exactly where I’m at. Heaven knows exactly what I’m facing in the next few days. Heaven knows the pain that I’ve endured all this time.
Please pray for me:
I need direction
I need a great job with great pay
I need my family back together
I need strength
I need a comfortable place to live
I need help, God
I know that I cannot do anything without God. I put my faith and trust in him 1000%. I’m willing to do anything that he shows me to do. If God showed me to move across the country to Maine and work there I would leave immediately. I’m willing to do what God shows me to do. I put my faith and trust in him.
I’m not a perfect man, but I have always been a forgiving person. I stand prepared to forgive my wife for what she’s done to me. She’s done some horrible things to me that she would never want done to her. I am prepared to forgive her and love her like Jesus loved his church. I stand prepared to not hold the past against her, but to move forward…
Please pray for my wife / ###.
Please pray for my family to come back together as one. I can only imagine the joy of being together. I can only imagine the joy of doing the things that we used to do like hiking, going to baseball games, going to movies, going out to eat, etc., etc..
Please pray, dear friends…
Yes, I believe in God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit, etc. etc. yes, I believe in the name or power authority of Christ. Yes, I believe Christ can move mountains, etc..
In August 2022, my wife left me and then used the court to take my children while I was 5000 miles away. I have not seen my children since then.
I immediately began praying fervently. I pleaded with God to take me back to Alaska to get me closer to my family, hoping that a closer proximity might lead to reconciliation.
Yes, God took me back to Alaska. It seems that I was brought back to Alaska to suffer. I suffered in so many different ways: job loss, homelessness, car issues, mental issues of depression, sadness, etc.
Nonetheless, my faith continues. I feel that my love for God is stronger than it’s ever been and my faith is stronger than it’s ever been. I love God with all of my heart. I continue to pray fervently that God will do something.
I have not seen my children since mid-September 2022. I missed them with every ounce of my being. Just a few minutes ago I saw a video which included a picture of a five-year-old boy and the voice of a child singing. It made my heart ache so bad that I wanted to cry. I wanted to cry with every tear I had.
It’s still mind-boggling to think that my wife has done these things to me. How hateful a person can be if they choose to be. After 10 years of marriage, all the memories, all the great things we did together, all the great things we did for the Lord, etc., etc..
To those praying for me I am in a difficult spot right now… let me explain:
Today is March 2, 2026; it is 10:22 PM. On March 5, 2026, I must either pay $1500 in rent or move out.
I have not had a regular job since June 16, 2025. Since then, I have been making my living through gig work. I had learned to make a full-time salary doing it. I actually enjoy doing it; however, I then started having car issues which hindered me from working.
Last Thursday, I had one of my biggest days; however, the next day my car would not start. I have not been able to work since then. I really needed to work those days to help gather the funds needed to pay rent.
A few guys had promised to come over to get my car going but did not come over. One guy is supposed to come over tonight, but we will see. He promised he’d be here last night, but did not show up and did not even let me know if he had shown up or not.
In my past experiences, it seems God does his greatest work when my back has been firmly pressed against the wall. My back is against the wall right now. I am trying desperately to figure out what to do next.
I have thought seriously of getting an Uber and heading to the airport and going back to Texas to see my father. There I would have a free place to stay and food to eat, but I would not have a vehicle nor would I have a job. I would love to see my dad. However, it would seem that my trip back to Alaska would be in vain. I hope not.
God, what are you going to do?
I need God to guide my steps. I trust that he will. God, do I stay in this apartment? Do I go back to Texas? Please show me what to do.
Prior to moving back to Alaska, I had interviewed for a position as a chaplain in Alaska. I had two interviews in five days online. I thought for sure God was giving me that position; however, I did not get it.
A few days ago, I noticed that the position is open again. I immediately applied for it. The next day I heard from them and they asked me to do something online which I did. The email also gave me an opportunity to let them know that I had applied for the position in 2023.
It would be such a blessing if I was to get that job. The pay was really good. I would have an office downtown by the river. Every day, I would pray with the nurses and then begin my work of visiting those in hospice care. I would have the opportunity to spend time in God’s word and to share those findings with those in my care or those working in the hospice center.
God knows I need a good job. I enjoy doing gig work, but as I get older, I know it’s gonna be harder and harder to do and it requires a working vehicle that doesn’t break down.
I take great comfort knowing that heaven knows. Heaven knows exactly where I’m at. Heaven knows exactly what I’m facing in the next few days. Heaven knows the pain that I’ve endured all this time.
Please pray for me:
I need direction
I need a great job with great pay
I need my family back together
I need strength
I need a comfortable place to live
I need help, God
I know that I cannot do anything without God. I put my faith and trust in him 1000%. I’m willing to do anything that he shows me to do. If God showed me to move across the country to Maine and work there I would leave immediately. I’m willing to do what God shows me to do. I put my faith and trust in him.
I’m not a perfect man, but I have always been a forgiving person. I stand prepared to forgive my wife for what she’s done to me. She’s done some horrible things to me that she would never want done to her. I am prepared to forgive her and love her like Jesus loved his church. I stand prepared to not hold the past against her, but to move forward…
Please pray for my wife / ###.
Please pray for my family to come back together as one. I can only imagine the joy of being together. I can only imagine the joy of doing the things that we used to do like hiking, going to baseball games, going to movies, going out to eat, etc., etc..
Please pray, dear friends…
