Justbecause5
Humble Prayer Partner
It is 4:46 PM and 83°F.
I think 83° here as much hotter than say in the lower 48. I’m not sure but it’s hot. We are in the midst of a heat wave.
I appreciate all the prayers that people have made for me today because I have struggled through this Father’s Day. I miss my children deeply and dearly, and I had hoped that something may happen today.
One of my favorite prayers is when I go back over the last year and I praise God for all of his goodness. It’s easier to see now that I’ve lived it, but the hand of God was definitely there on many occasions.
I moved to Alaska with no car and no home.
I lost my teaching job due to no fault, 11/20.
Almost died on 12/29 in -23 F.
God redirected me from doing DoorDash.
God gave me a beautiful apartment on 1/6.
My car driving job ended on April 13.
I moved out of my apartment on May 19
I begin new management position on May 21.
At 5:30 PM, I am meeting with Ms ### to discuss living in the primitive apartment. It’s in the same house that I lived in having to move out. The primitive apartment will be free.
She is moving out Tuesday and if all goes well, I will be moving in. So, I will have a place to live for a while. My old apartment will be available again on 9/15.
My job will be much easier if I can have a comfortable bed to sleep in, a place to fix food and eat and a place to lay my clothes out after I wash them.
I know I seem weak at times, but overall my faith is strong. I just finished worship out here in the hot sun. I am almost finished reading the book of Psalms again for the month of May. I got behind because of the new job and living in the van. I will finish probably tomorrow and then start again for the month of June.
One of the greatest comforts is knowing that “Heaven Knows”. I can see me as I lay in the back of the van with mosquitoes swarming about my head. Maybe it’s a plague, ha!
I love God with all my heart. Yes, I love Jesus too. When I say God, I’m talking about the Godhead. I just remember the death of Christ by taking the Lord supper.
I honestly do not know how my wife does this.
How can she get up on Sunday and go worship knowing what she’s done to me?
How can she partake of the Lord’s supper every first day of the week knowing what she’s done to me?
She is the very epitome of proverbs 14:1. I pray God will soften her heart and bring her to her penance so that she will honor her position in this marital arrangement. I’m a very forgiving person, and I stand prepared to forgive her and love her like Christ loved the church.
Please continue to pray for my wife, ###. Please God help her to see. I believe you brought me back to Alaska for such a time is this. Please reconcile my family!
I often imagine my wife contacting me and wanting to meet for coffee or something. I imagine that meeting turning into several meetings and then finally reconciliation.
I imagine my wife having a comfortable place for me to live. I imagine hiring my wife to work in the same company that I’m working for. We start people at $24 an hour and so that would be a blessing for both of us in our family.
Imagine us building a life here together, overcoming the obstacles that Satan, no doubt put in our life.
I pray something will happen that will change everything. I’ve even promised God that if he wants me to go back and preach for the corrugation that I was at before I will go and preach for free. They don’t have to pay me anything. After all these years, I don’t think they have a preacher.
Thank you for listening and praying on my behalf. Please God hear our prayers and restore this beautiful family to your glory in honor and praise!!!
I think 83° here as much hotter than say in the lower 48. I’m not sure but it’s hot. We are in the midst of a heat wave.
I appreciate all the prayers that people have made for me today because I have struggled through this Father’s Day. I miss my children deeply and dearly, and I had hoped that something may happen today.
One of my favorite prayers is when I go back over the last year and I praise God for all of his goodness. It’s easier to see now that I’ve lived it, but the hand of God was definitely there on many occasions.
I moved to Alaska with no car and no home.
I lost my teaching job due to no fault, 11/20.
Almost died on 12/29 in -23 F.
God redirected me from doing DoorDash.
God gave me a beautiful apartment on 1/6.
My car driving job ended on April 13.
I moved out of my apartment on May 19
I begin new management position on May 21.
At 5:30 PM, I am meeting with Ms ### to discuss living in the primitive apartment. It’s in the same house that I lived in having to move out. The primitive apartment will be free.
She is moving out Tuesday and if all goes well, I will be moving in. So, I will have a place to live for a while. My old apartment will be available again on 9/15.
My job will be much easier if I can have a comfortable bed to sleep in, a place to fix food and eat and a place to lay my clothes out after I wash them.
I know I seem weak at times, but overall my faith is strong. I just finished worship out here in the hot sun. I am almost finished reading the book of Psalms again for the month of May. I got behind because of the new job and living in the van. I will finish probably tomorrow and then start again for the month of June.
One of the greatest comforts is knowing that “Heaven Knows”. I can see me as I lay in the back of the van with mosquitoes swarming about my head. Maybe it’s a plague, ha!
I love God with all my heart. Yes, I love Jesus too. When I say God, I’m talking about the Godhead. I just remember the death of Christ by taking the Lord supper.
I honestly do not know how my wife does this.
How can she get up on Sunday and go worship knowing what she’s done to me?
How can she partake of the Lord’s supper every first day of the week knowing what she’s done to me?
She is the very epitome of proverbs 14:1. I pray God will soften her heart and bring her to her penance so that she will honor her position in this marital arrangement. I’m a very forgiving person, and I stand prepared to forgive her and love her like Christ loved the church.
Please continue to pray for my wife, ###. Please God help her to see. I believe you brought me back to Alaska for such a time is this. Please reconcile my family!
I often imagine my wife contacting me and wanting to meet for coffee or something. I imagine that meeting turning into several meetings and then finally reconciliation.
I imagine my wife having a comfortable place for me to live. I imagine hiring my wife to work in the same company that I’m working for. We start people at $24 an hour and so that would be a blessing for both of us in our family.
Imagine us building a life here together, overcoming the obstacles that Satan, no doubt put in our life.
I pray something will happen that will change everything. I’ve even promised God that if he wants me to go back and preach for the corrugation that I was at before I will go and preach for free. They don’t have to pay me anything. After all these years, I don’t think they have a preacher.
Thank you for listening and praying on my behalf. Please God hear our prayers and restore this beautiful family to your glory in honor and praise!!!