Nuoshaw
Disciple of Prayer
Hello, thank you all again.. I'm struggling with guilt and shame at the moment, post-repentance, so I think I'm still a bit fearful. I love Him, He loves me, but I can't help but feel terrible. For some reason, the fact that we aren't worthy or can't earn our salvation is kinda scary to me. Not because I think we are worthy, no. But because I constantly feel discouraged and.. well, terrible. The fact that He wants to pay our debt and give us salvation cause we can't earn it ourselves suddenly turns into the excuse that He doesn't love me and and whatever I do won't make Him forgive me. So yeah, I admit. I am going smooth on my walk with God, but I only see the downsides. I think God wants to boost up my confidence but humble me at the same time, so yeah. Tough trial. Thank you all again. God bless you all.
