Ladiig
Disciple of Prayer
First off I want to say that God has been good to me, and has provided me blessings as well as supplied my needs. I'm asking for prayer now because I am stressed out, angry, mad, bitter, and have much rage in me right now. I feel this way because I am still struggling, going through hard times, not happy of how my life is going, dealt the wrong hand, and just not getting the big best break that I so deserve. I went to school and graduated this year in June for an Administrative Assistant and the school was supposed to be helping me find a job and they haven't. I've been applying and still applying for Administrative office jobs, and no call backs, and if I have an interview, they don't select me. I am stressed out very much right now because the very job that I hated very much and got out of last year (call center), I am back doing that job now, to pay my bills and to keep going. I feel as though I have been slapped in the face. I went to school for a whole year and I have a student loan to pay back, but no job in the field that I studied for, and back doing the same job that I so desperately hate. I feel hopeless right now that my life isn't going to get better and that I am not going to ever achieve my dreams. I feel like giving up because what is the use? I can't live out my dreams nor have the things that I want. I pray and I ask but I'm still not getting it. I'm just not happy with life at all right now and I'm seriously believing that I am being punished for something that I don't even know of and that I'm not going to live a good life, just struggling and going through hard times for the rest of my life. I'm asking for prayer and guidance because as of now, I just feel like I have nothing to give anymore or worth living for.
