Ethootar
Disciple of Prayer
Dear God,
Everyone keeps telling me, “Trust God, He will help you.” But sometimes I wonder—when will You help me? After I die? I have only one life, and so many years of it have already been spent in pain, loneliness, waiting, and disappointment.
When a child is hungry, a mother gives her child food. She does not say, “It is not the right time yet. Just trust me and keep waiting.” I believe some things can take time, but they should not take so long that a person becomes completely broken from the inside.
It is very easy to give someone advice and tell them to have faith, be patient, and trust God. But applying those words to your own life when you are hurting every day is much harder.
God, I am tired. I don't want more explanations about why I should wait. I need Your help. I need You to understand how much I have already endured. Please don't let my heart break completely before You answer me.
If You truly see my pain and hear my prayers, please show me that You are with me. Open a door for me while I am still here to walk through it. Give me peace, love, a good husband, a safe and happy home, and a life where I can finally feel cared for and secure.
I am not asking for everything to happen instantly. I am only asking You not to let my whole life pass while I am waiting for the life I have prayed for.
Please have mercy on me, God. I am trying to keep my faith, but I need You to give me a reason to hope again.
Amen.
Everyone keeps telling me, “Trust God, He will help you.” But sometimes I wonder—when will You help me? After I die? I have only one life, and so many years of it have already been spent in pain, loneliness, waiting, and disappointment.
When a child is hungry, a mother gives her child food. She does not say, “It is not the right time yet. Just trust me and keep waiting.” I believe some things can take time, but they should not take so long that a person becomes completely broken from the inside.
It is very easy to give someone advice and tell them to have faith, be patient, and trust God. But applying those words to your own life when you are hurting every day is much harder.
God, I am tired. I don't want more explanations about why I should wait. I need Your help. I need You to understand how much I have already endured. Please don't let my heart break completely before You answer me.
If You truly see my pain and hear my prayers, please show me that You are with me. Open a door for me while I am still here to walk through it. Give me peace, love, a good husband, a safe and happy home, and a life where I can finally feel cared for and secure.
I am not asking for everything to happen instantly. I am only asking You not to let my whole life pass while I am waiting for the life I have prayed for.
Please have mercy on me, God. I am trying to keep my faith, but I need You to give me a reason to hope again.
Amen.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.
