Joycomesinthemorning
Humble Servant of All
Lord have I not served you the best way I know how to? Lord have I not put my whole trust in you even when nothing seemed to make sense... have I not leaned on you when my world was crumbling around me? So why now do you feel so distant from me? I love you more than my own life my own children and every thing I see valuable in my life but still I feel so lost because I feel as if you are standing afar off... you say you give me no more than I can bear but even now I pray that you step in and ease some of my pain...I beseech you Jesus to be my helper... I'm so tired Lord... so tired all night long I water my couch with tears... please come quick Jesus and save!
