urgent job

I just always think of committing suicide, I need an urgent job. My life is very painful. Can God change my life? I am now a burden on my parents. I am tired of my troubles. Everyone who studies with me works. I don't have a job. Please pray for me. I don't see suicide anymore.

I want to be delivered from something walking around my body. I also need an urgent job. I want God to compensate me with two boys; I have lost one. I need God's intervention in my marriage and family members.