last ditch effort

Please help me end my life. I've begged you multiple times daily for over a year now to take me and you've left me here to suffer. You don't care, or don't exist. So I have to do it myself. So I guess this prayer is a last ditch effort to get help from you.

My mom has supported me and my sister by herself our entire lives. She does more than what the average person should handle on a daily basis. She works from 3am to sometimes 6-7pm and then does Lyft after work trying to take airport rides to make as much as she can just to scrape by. I work a...