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The most prevailing thought today is still the miracle of healing I received on day 1 of my fast. Every single part of me has been changed. There is a new peace and gentleness in my soul. I am stronger in my conviction and bolder in my speech. I just want every single person in the world to be freed from their bondage. I am still in awe that Jesus has used me in very profound ways even before my healing. Three months ago He baptized a woman through me. It was as powerful as giving birth to my own children. He has used me many times before I thought I was "good enough." I am reminded of David. God used the "runt of the family" to glorify Him and in the direct line of Jesus Christ His only son. We do not have to be perfect to be used by...

In the name of Jesus Christ, I bind ###'s body, soul and spirit to the will and purposes of God for his/her life I bind ###'s mind, will, and emotions to the will of God. I bind him/her to the truth and to the blood of Jesus. I bind his/her mind to the mind of Christ, that the very thoughts, feelings and purposes of his heart would be within his/her thoughts. I bind ###'s feet to the paths of righteousness that his/her steps would be steady and sure. I bind him/her to the work of the cross with all of its mercy, grace, love, forgiveness and dying to self. I loose every old, wrong, ungodly, pattern of thinking, attitude, idea, desire, belief, motivation, habit and behavior from him/her. I tear down, crush, smash, and destroy every...

well today not doing so good again. dont know what I am going to do. feeling hurt again. dependent again. angry. very angry feel very unable to get rid of this problem. powerless. in pain and very very angry. rage even cant let the dependency go and it is hurting me

Who are you?...in God's eyes.... The Word of God says: You are Loved Powerful Valuable Precious Talented Gifted Capable Powerful Wise Redeemed He does have a good plan for us. We are created in His image.. No matter what other people may have said to you...God's word is Truth God's love is unconditional no matter what we do or have done. Grace is sufficient and will lead us to His Mercy and through His Mercy we walk by faith and not by what we see. We become powerful within His Spirit..A valuable part of His plan and as we walk in His way we are precious in His sight and he reveals our talents and brings our gifted promises to be manifested for all to see and to bring Him glory and honor. When He reveals our...

It is still my favorite. The Lord's Prayer Words Our Father, which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy Name. Thy Kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, As it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, As we forgive them that trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, But deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom, The power, and the glory, For ever and ever. Amen.

Once again thinking about the last couple of years, I think about some of the ways Jesus led me. COMMUNITY IS ESSENTIAL I became surrounded by believers. A whole community built up around me. They would find me in hospital waiting rooms, on the soccer field, everywhere. My oldest son moved into a Christian community shortly after my husband's brain injury. Honestly, I thought it was a cult of some kind, so I visited a few times to decide. I found some of the most amazing, loving, followers of Jesus. They spoke biblical truth into me like I had never heard before. The first recommendation was to read John. I read it, I felt it for the first time I had an intense feeling about Jesus dying, I cried. I had heard many times Jesus died for...

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Jan 9 post 2 God You know I just typed a whole post for here and then there was a glitch and I lost it all. sigh. But You know what it said. That I really want to contact one of the people badly but I am posting here instead. That I don't have the strength without You, God, helping me. It is very difficult, God. sigh. God help me. I failed, God, yesterday. It is so difficult, but You know my reasons behind that. You know last night how it was not easy with the fear. You know everything. God, please help me. I will probably end up posting here again today. I'll post this now so it doesn't get lost like the last one.

thank you very much for the prayer, i do appreciate it a lot this morning it does hurt, but that is my own fault, i feel like i took a backward step last night so i am almost starting over again. this is so difficult. Thank you for the prayer a lot because when I read it today it helped bring me back from that. last night when i was trying to sleep there was so much fear in the room i couldn't sleep could hardly breathe. it has been a long time since that has happened so i think dealing with this dependency is hitting a nerve and they are trying to make me stop by trying to make me afraid. but it just tells me i am on the right track. i told it to leave in Jesus Name but it only lessened it didn't go away. i felt like i really...

Jan 8 Thank you for the gracious prayers, they are appreciated. Today I am not feeling too much like I am in 'withdrawal' yet from not being in contact with the two people all today. Maybe because of the prayers - thank you for the prayers. But probably that feeling will get worse over the next day or so and I am dreading that. That's what happens. God please help me to not need that. That is when I give in. I'm not sure if I am supposed to replace that need for contact with them by going to God instead or whether I am supposed to not need that at all. The next day or so will make that clear I guess. It is a journey of trusting God either way. I had a dream last night that basically said that I was not dealing with some issues in a...