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In the name of Jesus Christ, I bind ______'s body, soul and spirit to the will and purposes of God for his/her life I bind ________'s mind, will, and emotions to the will of God. I bind him/her to the truth and to the blood of Jesus. I bind his/her mind to the mind of Christ, that the very thoughts, feelings and purposes of his heart would be within his/her thoughts. I bind_________'s feet to the paths of righteousness that his/her steps would be steady and sure. I bind him/her to the work of the cross with all of its mercy, grace, love, forgiveness and dying to self. I loose every old, wrong, ungodly, pattern of thinking, attitude, idea, desire, belief, motivation, habit and behavior from him/her. I tear down, crush, smash, and...

well today not doing so good again. dont know what I am going to do. feeling hurt again. dependent again. angry. very angry feel very unable to get rid of this problem. powerless. in pain and very very angry. rage even cant let the dependency go and it is hurting me

Who are you?...in God's eyes.... The Word of God says: You are Loved Powerful Valuable precious talented gifted capable powerful wise redeemed He does have a good plan for us. We are created in His image.. No matter what other people may have said to you...God's word is Truth God's love is unconditional no matter what we do or have done. Grace is sufficient and will lead us to His Mercy and through His Mercy we walk by faith and not by what we see. We become powerful within His Spirit..A valuable part of His plan and as we walk in His way we are precious in His sight and he reveals our talents and brings our gifted promises to be manifested for all to see and to bring Him glory and honor. When He reveals our personal gifts we are...

It is still my favorite. The Lord's Prayer Words Our Father, which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy Name. Thy Kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, As it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, As we forgive them that trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, But deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom, The power, and the glory, For ever and ever. Amen.

Once again thinking about the last couple of years, I think about some of the the ways Jesus Lead me. COMMUNITY IS ESSENTIAL I became surrounded by believers. A whole community built up around me. They would find me in hospital waiting rooms, on the soccer field, everywhere. My oldest son moved into a Christian community shortly after my husbands brain injury. Honestly, I thought it was a cult of some kind, so I visited a few times to decide. I found some of the most amazing, loving, followers of Jesus. They spoke biblical truth into me like I had never heard before. The first recommendation was to read John. I read it, I felt it for the first time I had intense feeling about Jesus dying, I cried. I had heard many times Jesus died for...

Effortless change Notes "People will become what they think about." When you study/take in The Bible you will change your thinking Foundational If we just take Gods word like Joshua 1:8 you will become what you think like. Unless you keep your mind pure you will struggle Bible is Pure Light Bible must be Growing in us to the point it changes us John the Baptist told by Jesus how to overcome his doubts. Jesus pointed him back to the bible (Words/Thoughts of God). Talk to lots of people: personal ministry: I know by example. Its wrong to look for our help in another all the time. Jesus didnt wave his hands like a Magic Wand dont follow around people from place to place. It takes time to get into the bible. Sow seeds...

Jan 9 post 2 God You know I just typed a whole post for here and then there was a glitch and i lost it all. sigh. But You know what it said. that i really want to contact one of the people badly but i am posting here instead. that i dont have the strength without You God helping me. it is very difficult God. sigh. God help me i failed God yesterday God, it is so difficult, but You know my reasons behind that. You know last night how it was not easy with the fear. You know everything. God please help me I will probably end up posting here again today. i'll post this now so it doesnt get lost like the last one.

thank you very much for the prayer, i do appreciate it a lot this morning it does hurt, but that is my own fault, i feel like i took a backward step last night so i am almost starting over again. this is so difficult. Thank you for the prayer a lot because when I read it today it helped bring me back from that. last night when i was trying to sleep there was so much fear in the room i couldnt sleep could hardly breathe. it has been a long time since that has happened so i think dealing with this dependency is hitting a nerve and they are trying to make me stop by trying to make me afraid. but it just tells me i am on the right track. i told it to leave in Jesus Name but it only lessened it didnt go away. i felt like i really didnt...

Jan 8 Thank you for the gracious prayers, they are appreciated. Today I am not feeling too much like I am in 'withdrawal' yet from not being in contact with the two people all today. Maybe because of the prayers - thank you for the prayers. But probably that feeling will get worse over the next day or so and I am dreading that. That's what happens. God please help me to not need that. That is when I give in. I'm not sure if I am supposed to replace that need for contact with them by going to God instead or whether I am supposed to not need that at all. The next day or so will make that clear I guess. It is a journey of trusting God either way. I had a dream last night that basically said that I wasnt dealing with some issues in a...

Have decided to put/move the posts here instead of in a thread about process of dealing with a dependency on two people God willing with God's help. Seems a bit more appropriate here maybe. Jan 7 2013 I am not in a good space. Have decided for now I will try and post here every day. God knows everything. so today feeling dependent and very needy on two people. need God's help to go to God. to break this. it seems impossible at the moment