The anxiety for a future mate is getting worse. It's bothering me day, and night robing me of sleep. I can't stop thinking about her, trying to find her. I tried reading my Bible and reassuring myself that Gods in control, but I keep seeing girls and thinking, I'd like to be in a relationship with her, she pretty, upbeat, and she funny, and got a cute personality. Only to find out she's involved or not interested. I wish God would help me get through this season of my life. Christmas is a miserable time for me. I know we are celebrating the birth of our lord and savior, but I always feel left out around that time of year. Everyone else seems to be so happy, and most of my male cousins are now married or they or involved or engaged. Not...