Writing this takes courage and is pretty personal. I take the change for the word of God says:Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective. (James 5:16).
Old path reopened,
embracing my sin again,
escaping into illusion,
have I forgotten about you Lord?
Are you not my refuge?
Yet still lies I followed again,
distrusted sinner,
failure to the core,
that's what I am,
yet you still love me.
Fallen into devil's schemes,
those lies taking hold again,
how can I be loved?
Yet I know you Lord love me?
And I love you Jesus,
but my flesh brings me death,
once again I fall into lies;
What should be temple of yours,
defiled by my sins...