Why do people insist that I have to be th "perfect christian" before I can court or date? Better yet why am I single, and cannot even get a girl to go out for coffee or anything, and why is it every girl I'm introduced to could care less about my existence? Am I missinging? I give up. God ovioulsly does not care. If he did this would not happen. How am I suppost to keep begging him, and pleading with him, if he only goes half way? I ask over and over and over and over and over and over again. I have people pray with me, I write God, I useed to write letters to my future bride (If she even exists) every day. But over time I got tired of it. I got tired of waiting. If ist was not for my loved ones I'd kill myself and be done with it. I...