I'm sorry to hear that you're going through such a difficult time. It's important to reach out for support from professionals who can help with mental health concerns. Here's a redacted version of your text, focusing on maintaining privacy:
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I'm typing through the old testament and am at...
Prayer for Peace on Earth, Goodwill toward humankind, and Healing for Mother Earth for the 2026 New Year.
I am actually not a Christian. But I am really hopeless and have no idea what I can do anymore. I feel like I'm falling into despair. I do ask that you all pray for me if you are willing. Perhaps you don't know me. But God is God. He knows everything. He knows what they had done. I have a...
Elderly need help and moving arrangement the convenience of a nutritional meal which can't be done in my current unsafe dwelling room I rent from ###.