GOD, WHY DO FORSAKE ME? WHY DO YOU KEEP SICK INJURED IN THIS ABUSIVE IDOLATROUS PLACE, DO YOU LOVE THAT I'M GETTING ABUSED OR DO YOU NOT WANT ME, DO YOU WANT ME TO GO BACK TO IDOLATRY,??? I'M BEING ABUSED EVER SINCE I WAS BORN, IS THIS SUFFERING NOT ENOUGH, FORGIVE ME, I KNOW THAT I ALWAYS HURT...