GOD, WHY DO FORSAKE ME? WHY DO YOU KEEP ME SICK INJURED IN THIS ABUSIVE IDOLATROUS PLACE, DO YOU LOVE THAT I'M GETTING ABUSED OR DO YOU NOT WANT ME, DO YOU WANT ME TO GO BACK TO IDOLATRY,???MY SUFFERING IS MORE THAN I CAN BEAR, IT'S TEARING MY WHOLE BEING APART, I'M BEING ABUSED EVER SINCE I WAS...