I think that God has truly sbsndinded me. Going through severe hardship and really doubt that God even sees me. My cries fall in deaf ears. In an adult who has no siblings, both parents gone and been abused. Some of the people who helped me during the period of my parents passing turned on me...
Please pray that this terrible smell will go away. Like from a wc/toilett. Maybe farm? I cannot concentrate on my tasks. I am enjoying in the parc and doing some tasks.