I have been under attack mentally strongly lately when it comes to church and the other day, I let these attacks get to me enough that I told a group of my church members something that insinuated that I might be trying to leave the church (which at the time, I really was considering). While I...
God, I am tired of waiting.
I am tired of crying and being strong all the time.
If You are there, then show me.
Stop testing me again and again.
Either change my situation or change my heart — but do something.
I can’t pretend to be okay anymore.