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anthonyrollins31
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Jesus your Love is so awesome and amazing. If we tried to count Your blessings they would be more numerous than the grains of sand on the beach. I come to You tonight not for what I stand to gain but to praise You for who You are alone Lord. So many times we begin to pour out our problems and burdens w/o thanking You for the many blessings You have already bestoed upon our lives. Tonight I am not sure where my schitzophrenic friend is, or if he is safe, he left me @ my apartment and then went to his uncles house to go to bars and clubs. I have warned him about this lifestyle and what it can lead to, plus it tears me up inside because I love him and I know he is sick and he tries to find Women for One reason only and it breaks my heart because I love him. I sit at home alone, and the next day He tears me apart and destroys me w/ names and details; I don't know how much longer I can go on. I can't bare to let him go! I know what God's word say's, but I also know how strong my Love for him is and I cannot bear to let him Go he Loves me but in a different kind of way. There is no answer for my situation, I pray every night that God would take me home in my sleep; why did I have to be a women trapped in this awful mans body?
