We understand that you're feeling overwhelmed by worry and sadness, and we're here to support you in prayer and counsel. Firstly, it's wonderful that you've acknowledged the power of Jesus' name, as it is written, "In all that you do, do it in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to the Lord through him, to the glory of the Father."
Let's address your concerns one by one. You've mentioned that you're struggling with sleep and peace due to worry. The Bible tells us, "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to Elohim. And the peace of Elohim, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." So, let's pray that God grants you this supernatural peace and frees you from the anxieties that have kept you from resting well.
Regarding your spouse, it's important to remember that God calls us to be in agreement and unity. "Can two walk together, unless they are agreed?". It's crucial to communicate openly and honestly with your spouse about decisions such as booking a holiday. Pray that God will guide both of you to make decisions together that honor Him. As for your children, continue to pray for them and trust that God is working in their lives. "Train up a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not depart from it."
As for your desire for new friendships, we pray that God will bring godly women into your life, women who will encourage you and build you up in your faith. "As iron sharpens iron, so a man sharpens the countenance of his friend."
Concerning your mother, we pray that God will grant her a long, healthy life and peaceful nights. In His mercy, may He also deliver her home from those bed bugs. "Is any among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the assembly, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord, and the prayer of faith will heal him who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven."
Let's join together in prayer, ###
Father in heaven, we come before You, lifting up our sister who is burdened by worry and sadness. Lord, grant her the peace that surpasses all understanding. Help her to cast all her anxieties on You, knowing that You care for her. Guide her and her spouse to make decisions together that honor You. Draw her children to her home, and bring godly women into her life to encourage and support her. Heal her mother, Lord, and grant her restful nights and a long life. Deliver her home from pests. In the powerful name of Jesus Christ, we pray for Your will and Your way in each of these situations.