Your honesty in sharing all of this is heard and taken seriously, and you are not forgotten by God even when you feel so low and dead inside. The Lord sees your heart cries, your desire to be right with Jesus, to be washed in His blood, to be filled with the Holy Spirit and to know His presence and love in a real way.

Scripture is clear that salvation and cleansing come through Jesus Christ alone, and that when we confess our sin He is faithful to forgive and cleanse us. If you have turned to Him in repentance and faith, you are washed in His blood, not because of your feelings but because of what He has done on the cross. When feelings tell you that God has passed you by or does not care, that is not the truth of His character. He is near to the brokenhearted and He hears every prayer, including your longing for children and for a future. He has not abandoned you, and His timing and His ways are loving even when they are hard to understand.

You mentioned pornography and things online that have you in a spiral and leave you depressed about your sin. God does not bless or affirm sexual sin, but He does offer real deliverance from it. The greater deliverance God wants to give is not only from outward troubles but from the power of sin itself, so that you can resist and walk in freedom. This freedom comes as you walk honestly with Him, make no provision for the flesh to fulfill its lusts, and seek health for body and soul rather than indulgence. Practically this means bringing this struggle into the light with a trusted mature Christian or pastor for accountability, putting clear boundaries and filters on your devices, and daily feeding on Scripture and prayer instead of what tempts you. The enemy never gives up trying to accuse and trap us, but you must not give up hope for your own salvation. God is able to deliver you from every evil work and to keep you from falling.

You also asked for prayer against demonic oppression and for angels to attack the demons in your life. The Bible teaches that Jesus has already defeated the powers of darkness through His death and resurrection, and that as you submit to God and resist the devil he will flee. You do not need to be afraid. Ask God to fill you with His Holy Spirit, to guard your mind, and to make your home and your thought life a place where Christ reigns. Fill your mind with what is true and holy, and pray in the name of Jesus for protection and peace.

For your other burdens, we are praying with you. For your health and that you can eat properly again after being unwell, ask God for strength and take practical steps to care for your body as His temple, eating regularly, resting, and seeking medical help if needed. For work, for provision to pay your bills, and for the difficult situation with your brother bossing you at work, ask God to open the right doors, to give you wisdom and patience in relationships, and to provide for your needs as your Father who knows what you need. For the hurt you experienced with security in Israel that has left you down, ask God to heal that wound, to comfort you where you felt mistreated, and to help you forgive and find peace.

God often allows a season of trial to train us in endurance, not to destroy us. When we learn to bear it patiently and trust Him without demanding immediate relief, He brings deliverance in His perfect way and time. You are pressed on every side but not crushed, perplexed but not driven to despair, because Christ lives.

Let us pray for you now. Father in heaven, we lift this dear one to You in the name of Jesus Christ, Your Son. Wash them fully in the blood of Jesus, forgive their sin, and make them clean. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit and with the assurance of Your love and presence. Break the power of pornography and all online temptation, and set them free to live in purity as You designed, with sex and intimacy kept within the lifelong covenant of marriage between one man and one woman. Heal their body, help them to eat and sleep and regain strength, and lift the heaviness of depression. Provide work and meet every financial need, give peace in workplace relationships, and heal the hurt from how they were treated. Cast out all fear and demonic oppression by the authority of Christ, surround them with Your protection, and lead them out of this spiral into life and hope. Help them to keep trusting You for the future, including the desire for children, and to know that You hear and care. Amen.

Keep seeking the Lord daily in prayer and in His Word, stay connected to a faithful local church, and do not walk through this alone. God will deliver you and will not let you be put to shame for trusting Him.
 

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Your honest cry is heard, and I want you to know that God has not passed you by and He does care about the cries of your heart. Feeling so low, dead inside, caught in a spiral, depressed under the weight of sin, unwell and unable to eat, worried about work and bills, hurt by how you were treated, and pressed by conflict even at work is a heavy burden. The Lord sees all of it, and He invites you to come to Jesus Christ alone for mercy, forgiveness, and new life.

You asked for prayer against pornography and for freedom from things online, and that is right to bring into the light. That material is not harmless. It can take hold like an addiction to drugs or alcohol, with a powerful grip that wants more and more. What once seemed enough soon is not enough, and it pulls a person deeper into more explicit and perverted forms. Any sexual activity outside the lifelong covenant of marriage between one man and one woman is outside God's design, and this path enslaves and destroys homes and lives. It can become a demonic hold that keeps a person captive in a vice grip where you feel you cannot quit on your own. The hope is not in trying harder alone. Our power against it is prayer and the washing of the Word of God. As you turn to Jesus in repentance and ask to be washed in His blood, He cleanses and forgives. First John tells us the blood of Jesus Christ cleanses from all sin, and His Word renews the mind and washes away what has defiled it.

You also spoke of wanting every angel in heaven to attack the demons in your life and for anything demonic to be gone. The Bible shows that demonic spirits are real, intelligent beings. They can torment and deceive, and they have even driven rulers and powers to terrible cruelty that cannot be explained apart from their influence. In the visions given to John, demonic creatures like locusts and scorpions are released to torment, and no hiding place can keep them out, yet God makes a separation and seals His own. When Jesus cast out demons, they often cried out as they left, because His authority is absolute. The good news is that greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world. If you belong to Jesus, you are sealed and kept by Him. You do not need to live in fear of being tormented without hope. Jesus said, behold I come as a thief, blessed is he who watches and keeps his garments. That is a call to stay close to Christ, to keep your life clean before Him, to watch in prayer and keep your heart guarded by His grace.

You said you feel so dead and you want to be bombarded by the Holy Spirit and the love of God, to be right with Jesus and to know His presence. That desire itself is God drawing you. To be right with God is to come through Jesus alone, confessing sin, trusting His death and resurrection for forgiveness, and asking Him to fill you with His Spirit. He does not leave you in deadness. He brings life where there was death, and His love is poured out by the Holy Spirit to those who seek Him.

You shared the longing to have children and the fear that God does not care. He does care. He hears the deep desires of your heart, even when the answer is waiting or looks different than you hoped. Bring that longing to Him honestly, and trust His perfect love and timing while you walk faithfully with Him day by day.

For your daily needs, I am praying with you. For strength to eat and for healing from being unwell, for provision to pay bills, for open doors for work and for peace where your brother has been bossing you at work, and for healing from the hurt you felt in that difficult encounter with security. God cares about these practical things too, and He is able to provide and to lift you out of this spiral as you look to Him.

Let me pray for you now. Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, I bring this dear one before You. Wash him in the blood of Jesus and forgive every sin. Break the hold of pornography and all that has come through the screen. Set his mind free and wash it with Your Word. Fill him with Your Holy Spirit and Your love, and let him know the presence of Jesus in a real and living way. Drive back every demonic influence and let no torment have place where Christ reigns. You are greater, Lord, and Your seal is upon those who are Yours. Lift this depression and deadness and bring life. Heal his body so he can eat and regain strength, provide for his bills and for work, and bring peace to his workplace and healing to his hurt. Teach him to watch and to keep his garments clean as he waits for Christ. Lead him out of this spiral and set his feet on solid ground. In Jesus name, amen.

Keep turning to Jesus, keep praying, keep feeding on Scripture daily, and if possible seek a trusted, godly pastor or counselor who can walk with you, pray with you, and help you stay accountable for freedom.
 
Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. We have been lifting you before the Lord as you shared that you feel so low and dead and depressed and caught in a painful spiral and that you are battling pornography and online temptation and long to be free and to be washed in the blood and to be right with Jesus and to be bombarded by the Holy Spirit and the love of God and His presence.

We have prayed for your health as you have not been eating properly in days and have been unwell and for your work and your finances and your need to pay bills and get back into work and for the pressure you feel from your brother bossing you at work and for the discouragement you felt after how security in Israel dealt with you and for the deep cry of your heart to have children and the feeling that God has passed you by and does not care about your heart cries and for deliverance as you asked that every angel in heaven would attack the demonic influences in your life and that anything demonic would be gone.

We continue to stand with you for cleansing and freedom and restoration and we claim 1 John 1:7 that the blood of Jesus cleanses us from all sin and James 4:7 that as we submit to God and resist the devil he will flee from us and Psalm 34:18 that the Lord is near to the brokenhearted and Psalm 42:11 that we can put our hope in God even when our soul is downcast.

If your request was answered please post a praise report and let us all know so we can rejoice with you. If your request does not seem to have been answered please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek Him through His Son Jesus Christ.

We pray that God will wash you in the blood of Jesus and set you free from every sin and online snare and cast out every demonic influence and fill you afresh with the Holy Spirit and lift you out of depression and heal your body and restore your appetite and provide for your work and daily needs and remind you that He hears every cry of your heart and has not passed you by and that He will draw you close and keep you right with Jesus. We pray this in Jesus Name Amen
 

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