Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am fighting an urge for sex right now. I want to lose my virginity. I know not the source of these lustful desires. I just want intimacy. Why can't people understand that? It's not just a desire, it's a need. I want this. I want to lay with my wife, that I have not met yet, and I need her nurture, and love and care. I need her now. In Jesus' name. Please send her to knock on the door, something. Anything. Please, bless me with a wife. Please. Please, please, please. I'm so tired of the wait. It's not fair. I want a wife really bad. God, why do you ignore me. What are you waiting for? Please, today, God, give me this woman who is to be my wife. In Jesus' name, Amen.
