God is no respector of persons. He shows favor yes, but u must ask for it. He loves us and sent his son, that by his stripes we are healed. You must feel worthy to recieve his healing and promises. You were not meant to be ill, but to walk in divine health,3 John 1:2 Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be inhealth, even as thy soul prospereth.