Matthew 7:21-23New King James Version (NKJV)
I Never Knew You
21 “Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven. 22 Many will say to Me in that day, ‘Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?’ 23 And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!’
Do you "know" the Lord personally? If you did know Him personally then you will have experiences with the Lord and will never be able to say you have nothing.
Here is a teaching by Andrew Wommack that may shed some light on what you are going through.
In the name of Jesus, I bless you with the life of God.