Why is this so hard?

[Hungry4love357]

God why am I having such a hard time here lately.  I feel like even though good things have happened recently, I am under attack.  And Father my stength is gone.  I feel no peace, I am wrestless.  Father, I thought this girl was the friend I had asked for, and yet I can't seem to talk to her anymore. God, it hurts.  I am very lonely, and very broken hearted right now.  What happened to me Father?  Why can I not feel you anymore?  I need you Father.  I need your healing hands to be upon me Father.  Restore my confidence.  Father help me to find the right balance.  Father, I am so anxious, and I can't seem to stop it.  I don't understand Father.  I dont understand the autism, the social akwardness, the depression, the anxiety, I don't know why you made me with these things Father.  I can't overcome these giants that are trying to crush me.  Father the giants keep telling me that I will never get a girlfriend because I'm too shy, I am not man enough, I am not handsome enough, I am not good enough, I don't have what it takes.  God rejection has time and time again made me feel as if though I am not worth a chance.  Father, I feel inferior to men who have gorlfriends, and can get dates.  I wonder why I can't do it too.  I wonder why I am never given a chance.  People say I am too nice.  People say it's because I am boaring.  People say it's because I have no confidence.  People's say it's because I don't seem you first.  Father I am seeking you.  I am asking for your help, your comfort, your love.  Father my mind is filled with fear, frustration, and grief.  I don't understand Father.  I don't understand why I am this way.  Father what am I doing wrong?  Why can't I make friends?  Why is it so hard for me to make friends with women?  Why can't I stop thinking about what it would be like to have that person in my life.  Father it's driving me nuts.  I just want to go beat my head on the wall.  I don't understand why I am so different.  I just want to be accepted, and wanted.  I don't understand my emotions Father.  I just dont know how to deal with being single.  I dont like being single.  I feel like I am missing something, and people tell me Jesus will fill that void, but I don't know how that happens.  Am I doing it wrong?  If Jesus is feeling the void then why do I still want a girlfriend, and marriage so bad?  Father I need peace.  I need to be able to trust you with this, but I am scared too.  I am scared you won't give that special friend, and that the blessings of marriage will never be fullfilled in my life.  I want a girl friend, and a best friend.  Father whyis this so hard for me?  Why do I feel like I will be single for life?  Why can't I see what you see?  Please don't forget about me.   Please help me.  Father is my friend ever going to come into my life?  Am I ever going to find my helpmate?  I am so unsure about this Father.  I am afraid of the unknown Father.  Help me Father.  Please help me make the leak of faith.  Help me to keep my focus on you, so I don't think about her as much.  Father give me the peace that surpasses all understanding.  Please help meget through the single season.  Father, I want to enjoy life again.  Please lord, Jesus, mediate on my behafe.  Please plead this case to the Father.  I long for a girl that will be my bestfriend and helpmate.  Father I don't want to be single my whole life.  I need a helpmate.  Father please fill the void in my heart u ntill she comes, restore my joy, give me peace, inner peace.  Father speak to me and calm me when I get impatient.  Father help me trust you.  Jesus help me.  Please help me.  I have no confidence in myself.  Help me get my confidence back.  Help me to become confident.  Help me to know I can do things though Christ, who gives me strength. Please Father.  I am so insecure about myself.  I don't like who I am,  I am not content with my body, I am not content with the way I look, I feel ugly.  I feel incompetent, and I feel unloveable.  Please show me that I am loved and can be loved in a way that I can feel it, and understand it.  Please Father help me to become content with who I am.  Help me to realize that I have worth.  Help me too see what you see in me Father.  Help me Jesus, I pray this all in Jesus name, Amen.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[mitchandkay]

Dear one , we are not always going to " feel " God's presence , but He IS still with us , this is where faith comes in .  Your focus should be in seeking the Lord and His wisdom and guidance for your life , that is the only way you are ever going to have peace . God is a jealous God and He wants to be first in your life . The word of God tells us in Matthew 6 : 33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness , and all these things shall be added unto you . He is faithful to His children . The Lord IS mindful of your needs . Call out to the Lord and then wait for His answer , He will direct your path . Open your bible and read Jeremiah 29 : 11 . Blessings

 

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