Mizu
Disciple of Prayer
I trust God but He is nowhere. I pray and wait with no full-time income. He put a desire in my heart. I believe He would provide me something better, but it's not happening. A few things happen and I thought He was finally answering my prayers for a business opportunity. But I feel crushed. For many years, I always feel He raises my hopes and crushes me. I am very unhappy.
