Tyrone, I am sorry for all of the hardship and hurt you are enduring right now. There are no easy answers, and I will not try to pacify you and just tell you to smile and everything will turn around. But I do know - absolutely - that God is there. It may be hard to understand His role or part in what's going on right now, but He is there. I pray that you won't let satan get his foot any farther in the door. He is the author of all doubt, worry, unbelief and hopelessness. We have seen many miracles come about on this prayer site, and I am putting you on my prayer list now. I pray that God will manifest His blessings in abundance and that as this begins to resolve, you will praise and glorify His name. I am praying for you and will continue to do so. Please keep the faith, it's worth the fight. Peace be unto you dear brother.
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Friend I don't know where you are
And I don't know where you've been
Maybe you're fighting for your life
Or just about to throw the towel in
But if you're crying out for mercy
If there's no hope left at all
If you've given everything you've got
And you're still about to fall
Well hold on, hold on, hold on
Cuz I believe always always
Our Savior never fails
Even when all faith is gone
God knows our pain and His promise remains
Always, Always
He will be with you always
He will be with you always
He will be with you