What To Do

[andi323]

I have been in a relationship for the past 2 years with a man I have truly truly loved. 4 months ago we broke up. Recently, I began feeling strong pressure in my heart to pray for this man's salvation. He is in a very lost place right now, and the love I have for him enables me to pray earnestly and constantly for him. But since I've been praying for God to pull him out of the life he's in right now things have gotten so much worse for me. I have such overwhelming feelings of depression and hopelessness when I'm praying for him, and since I'm already going through such painful things I find myself not wanting to make my depression and lack of hope even worse. But when I stop praying for him, I feel horrible guilt and again hear a voice telling me to begin praying again, to not let this man down by abandoning my praying for him. I got through a lot of this by falling back on the love we've had for each other that seemed to endure through all the bad times. Friday night, for the first time ever, he told me he did not love me. I was stunned, and such pain hit me immediately I could not even pray. Now, whenever I think of praying for him or trying to, the only thing I can think about is him saying he does not love me, the pain he's caused me, and the way he betrayed me. I cannot even form the words right now needed to intercede for him.

I realize satan has a strong grip on this man. I've seen it. And my love for him enabled me to come against the enemy in prayer, claiming his release from hell in the name of Jesus. Now, I am so hurt and resentful I find myself not wanting to pray for him. Or feeling like a hypocrite when I do.

I am not sure what I am to do here. The pain he's caused is so deep and those words Friday night just echo in my head constantly. I know satan wants him, and by having him satan will also have his 3 sons, and by keeping me in this much pain satan is hindering my prayers for him. I am the only person in hs life praying for him. The only one. Without my prayers, and before my prayers, he had no one interceding, praying to God for him. I know I'm the only one. But do I keep on, even as he says and does worse and worse things to hurt me? Do I continue to pray through the spiritual attacks?

I've always been a strong pray-er. And my love and loyalty enable me to pray strong prayers. But I am already in a hurting place and I feel very weak. I've asked God what to do, but am not told anything. I just feel pain when I stop praying for him. But I am attacked on all sides when I do. And as I said, now that he has said he does not love me I find myself unable to pull together the strength and faith and desire to pray for him.

I cannot imagine my prayers could possibly threaten the enemy this much. But I know there is something unseen going on here, and I'm tired.

Just wondering what others think.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

I have asked God in Jesus’ name to honor your prayer request that you have posted. God has heard your prayers and the prayers of others on your behalf. Be encouraged. God will answer in His timing. Remember keep your focus on God. Trust Him. God is in control.



Let’s Pray: God, I want to say Thank You for loving me and taking care of me. If it had not been for the Lord on my side I don’t even want to think about where I would be. Perish the thought. God I ask in Jesus’ name, bless, protect and encourage me. Bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God for my life. Protect and deliver me Lord Jesus from anything and everything in my life that is not of You.

God from this day forward, for always, and forever place Your angels of protection around me 24/7, 7 days a week, 366 days per year. Watch over me Lord Jesus. Protect my mind, body, soul, and spirit from all evil, abuse, hurt, harm, and danger. Protect my home and property Lord Jesus. Whatever plans that the evil and wicked has set up for me destroy those plans. Let all their plans to steal, kill, hurt, harm, deceive, or destroy never be accomplished. Let their plans blow up in their face. The hole that they dug for me let them fall in it. The trap that laid for me let their feet be snared in that same trap. Bring fear into their hearts and cause them to realize that God protects His Children. God takes care of what belongs to Him. And God all that I have asked of You in this prayer please do the same for all those I love and care about and the writer of this prayer. Protect us all Lord Jesus for the rest of our days. Keep us safe and secure in Your love. God Thank You for loving us. In Jesus’ name I pray. Amen, So Be It, and It Is So!

Encourager Linda Flagg, LM, CS

Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister

 

[Eugene]

Dear Andi, you are in our prayers.

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There noting the power of Christ can't take you through. Just commit your way to the Lord, cast your cares on Him. You can pour out your heart and emotions onto the Lord, just give it all to HIM, who suffered and died for us. He hears and understand, and he is able to restore you

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[twinkle]

greeting to you in the name of jesus.. well constantly pray for him.. thats the right decision and the days are not far. jesus is watching u and the constant prayer u pray for this person.he will do wonders in the right time. he wil meet this person touch him. dont worry.. in jesus name i pray

amen

 

[w8onhim]

Father, you said if we will acknowledge you and all of our ways that you would direct our path. I pray that you would give your daughter wisdom, died insane understanding regarding her current situation. For you said that your sheep know your voice and do not entertain the voice of a stranger. In Jesus name I pray, Amen

 

[zoryrrs]

Keep praying for him Andi if you feel like you need to even though deep inside you are hurt, pray for him with an open heart,I pray that the Lord will give you strenght and wisdom to keep fighting this battle. You will see a difference in yourself and in that man when you truly lift him up to the Lord. I pray for you Andi that you will get through this situation and you will conquer!!in your name we pray Jesus Amen!!