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lostchild
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23 year young female mother of 2 young boys trying to find her place in God's kingdom. I've been fighting to keep my mind and heart on God's words, trying to gain understanding of His words. My faith is lacking. I know this because I will hear a word and will be glad in that moment, and later on can't recall a thing about it. I have asked that my heart be changed, that His words fall on good ground and come to life so that I can walk in that word. But the things of the world keep me so busy. I'm trying to let go of the things, but my heart and my mind keep me going. But our Lord has His hand upon me. I know I feel Him all about me, guiding me, talking to me. I hear Him, I see Him working all around me, pulling me back in when I slip up and fall back. But the thing is, I don't want Him to have to chase me always. I want to show Him I'm here to stay. I just need to learn what's pulling me back and to old thinking habits, old talking ways, or have it always been here from the get-go. I don't know. I just want to be free. Any help will help.
