Done being put in the garbage by ### and the World

[Anonymous]

LIFE IN I GET A 5Th WHEEL TRAILER FREE OR CHEAP TO MOVE OUT OF ### WHERE IM NOT BEING LABELED AS GARBAGE FIRST THING IN THE MORNING TO STEAL MY FAVOR JOYAND ANYTHING I EARNED MY LIFEWORK LIFESTYLE GOD MOVEMENTS GREATLY..LIFE IN I EARNED AND ATTITUDE NO MORE STEALING KILLING DESTROYING IN MY NAME LIFE BUSINESS ANOINTING GREATLY EVER AGAIN F U SATAN....I GET A NEW SECOND JOB SOMEWHERE IN SECRET START OVER SOMEWHERE IM NOT BEING PUT IN THE GARBAGE LABELED AS A GARBAGE GREATLY BY THE WHOLE WORLD CITY OF ### BECAUSE I JUST WANT A NORMAL PEACEFUL LIFE WITH MY CATS GREATLY F U SATAN I GET MY OWN GARBAGE BIN LIVE SOMEWHERE PEACEFUL IF I WANT TO SING PRAY I CAN IF I FIGHT OR SAY ONE THSTS NOT PERFECT IM NOT JUDGED FOR NO REASON F U SATAN REDEEMED FROM YOUR BS GAMES GREATLYYY AND SATANS GAMES OF PUTTING ME IN THE GARBAGE NAMING ME GARBAGE I DONT EVER HEAR AGAIN THAT IM GARBAGE THATS WAY TO FAR WAY TO LONG AND CRUEL MEAN GREATLYYY BECAUSE OF THIS GREAT ABUSE I HAVE ENDURED MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE I GET A NEW EXISTENCE NEW ADDRESS NEW GARBAGE CAN MY OWN MY OWN RECYCLING BIN MY OWN ORGANIC BIN WHERE I CAN CONTROL MY OWN EXISTENCE HAVE PEACE HARMONY FOR PEETS SAKE IM ### JUST WANT A LIFE A CUP OF COFFEE IN THE MORNING WITHOUT HAVING DISCORD OR ANY NEGATIVITY WHEN I WAKE UP ITS TO EVIL NO MORE GREATLYYY GREATLY. GODS WILL WITH MY 2 CATS I LOVE THEM BUT THERE RESCUES DUE TO ME BEING A LIGHT AND TREATED LIKE TRASH STOLEN FROM EVERY SECOND ESPECIALLY SINCE MY KINDNESS WAS TAKEN FOR WEAKNESS I MOVE EITHER BY THE BEACH IN SECRET WHERE I CAN PUT MY TOES IN THE SAND I BUILD THEM CAT CATIOS OR BUY ONE THEY CANNOT GET OUT OF OR HURT THATS SAFE URGENTLY AS FAR AS POSSIBLE OR OUT USA IN A COUNTRY WHERE I DONT HAVE TO FIGHT TO EXIST NOT BE PUT AS GARBAGE BECAUSE EVERYONE EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD JUST KILLS LIGHTS TO EAT KILL CHILDREN PETS GREATLY..A MIRACLE COMES THRU TODAY I GET HELP WITH A 5 TH WHEEL TRAILER WHERE IM NOT JUDGED IF I SAY ONE WORD WRONG IM NOT PERFECT JESUS CHRIST SATAN LEAVE ME ALONE I DO MY BEST I HAVE BEEN A VERY NICE MOM ALL MY LIFE GAVE EVERYTHING AWAY I OWNED PUT MY 3 OFFSPRINGS FIRST SELFISHNESS WASNT ME I HAVE BEEN SELFLESS AND LOOK WHERE ITS GOT ME NO ONE NOTHING ITS TIME TO THINK ABOUT ME MY OWN WELL BEING THA IS TO BAD IF THE WORKD WANTS TO PLAY A GAME IM BEING SELFISH BECAUSE I WANT PEACE HARMONY THATS RIDICULOUS SATAN SHUT THE HELL UP GREATLYYY NO MORE I GOT STOLEN FROM ONLY MY ENTIRE LIFE MADE TO BE CALLED GARBAGE F U SATAN I GET BACK MY EARNED JOY FAVOR ENOUGH TO HAVE A PLACE HOME THATS SAFE IM NOT GARBAGE EVER AGAIN NEVER WAS THATS TO EVIL IT ENDS AND NOT HEAR LIES GREATLY EVER ABOUT ME AGAIN OR CALLED A CHILD EVER AGAIN GREATLY BECAUSE I WANT A NORMAL LIFE THE FRIENDS FAMILY PETS STUCK UP FOR ME GOD BLESS NATIONS IM SORRY I DONT WANT ANYMORE HARM HURT STEALING KILLING ON YOU ALL THANK U SO MUCH BUT I WANT YOU ALL JUST TO FORGET ME FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY I HAVE BEEN ALONE WITH NO ONE NOTHING NOW USED TO BEING REJECTED FOR NO REASON NIT LIKED IR LOVED GREATLY FOR NO REASON IM USED TO LOOSING EVERYTHING EVERYTIME FOR NO REASON IM USED TO NOT HAVING A WAY TO GET THRU ANYTHING GOD AND THE UNIVERSE ALWAYS GREATLY HAS TO MAKE A WAY THERE IS NO WAY DO THE IMPOSSIBLE JUST TO GET ME NORMAL I DONT WANT YOU ALL GOING THRU MY WARFARE ITS BECAUSE ITS ME IM HATED TO STRONGLY BECAUSE THE LORD LOVES ME BECAUSE I HAVE A HEART FOR THOSE THAT HAVE HEARTS PLEASE OROTECT YOURSELVES I DONT WANT YOU ALL TO BECOME LIKE ME NO HEART LEFT FROM BEING RIPPED OUT OF SOCKET UNTIL YOU HAVE NO WAY TO EVER BE HAPPY EVENTUALLY DONT CARE TO TRY OK THIS IS MY FATE I DONT WANT THE WORLD EVER LIVING OR ENDURING THE REJECTION I HAVE ITS WAY TO MEAN EVIL CRUEL I LOVE U GUYS THOUGH I STILL HAVE LOVE BUT ITS DIFFERENT NOW IM SENSITIVE BUT NOT LIVING WHO I LIVED BECAUSE THEY ALWAYS LEFT ME FOR SOME ELSE THE CRUELEST WAYS THEY COULD ITS WAY TO MEAN EVIL I DONT WANT GOOD LIGHTS HURT ANYMORE OK.LI CANT STOP U ALL BUT BE STRONG REMEMBER SATAN ABSOLUTELY HATES ME AND GOD ALMIGHTY HE WILL DO ANYTHING TO KILL STEAL DESTROY LIGHT GOOD ENERGY HE WILL LIE CHEAT HURT OK BE CAREFUL I WILL KEAVE THE WORLD ALINE I DONT WANT ANYONE HURT IS ALL I CAN COME UP WITH NOW..ITS WAY TO EVIL DARK NOW THE WORLD OF DARKNESS OF SATANS KINGDOM HE HAS CREATED IS SHITE KILL LIGHTS ONLY EAT ENERGY IF YOUR A GOOD THING FOR PLANTS HUMANS PETS DOESNT WANT ME TO HAVE A VOICE DOESNT WANT ME EVER HAPPY DOESNT WANT TO HAVE A HUSBAND DOESNT WANT ME TO HAVE A HOME DOESNT WANT ME TO HAVE A PET DOESNT WANT ME FRESH N CLEAN DOESNT WANT EVEN TO HAVE A COFFEE POT DOESNT WANT ME TO HAVE MY CREDIT CARD I WAS ACCEPTED FOR ### I GOT ### NO MATTER WHAT I DO ITS NOT MAKING IT STOLEN BLOCKED KILLED ALWAYS DOESNT WANT ME TO A BIKE DOESNT WANT ME ON TRACK DOESNT WANT ME SET FREE IN ONE AREA DOESNT WANT ME AIIVE IN ANYWAY DOESNT WANT ME TO HAVE A PHONE OR COMUNICATION DOESNT WANT ME LIKED LOVED OR HELD OR WANTED EVER DOESNT WANT ME TREATED WITH ANYONE STAYING AS A FRIEND FAMILY MEMBER DOESNT WANT MY PETS TO BE STABLE OR ME TO EVER BE STABLE IN ANYWAY IT GOES ON AND ON MY HARD WORK ENERGY ISNT EVER WITH NE NO HEARTS DESIRES CAN STAY NO DREAMS COME CAN STAY I WORK NEVER GET TO PLAY IF I EVEN HAVE ONE MINUTE TO RELAX I GET YELLED AT OR ATTACKED BY A FAMILY MEMBER A FRIEND OR A CO WORKER SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPOEN TO MAJE SURE IM LEFT WITH NO ONE NOTHING GREATLY MY POWER IS ALWAYS ENERGY GIVEN TO SOMEONE ELSE SO SINCE IM STILL FIGHTING JUST TO EXIST I GET A NEW HOME RESIDENCE MIRACLE TODAY AND THE WORLD FORGETS I EXIST SO DEVILS SATAN JELLY HATERS FOR NO REASON CAN STOP MAKING SOMETHING TERRIBLE RUIN MY DAY NIGHT GODS WILL WITH MY 2 CATS I HAVE TO LET GO I BARELY GOT THEM SAFE ONE CAME HOME AT ### AM THE OTHER ONE AT ### AM THAT WAS ALL NIGHT ME WORRIED SICK THEY WERE GOING TO BE RUN OVER MY STREET IS KNIWJ FOR SATAN KILLING NEIGHBORS CATS AND DOGS THEY DONT MAKE IT OUT ALIVE GREATLY ITS SO EVIL HERE MY NEIGHBORHOOD LEFT MY ### ON THE LAWN FOR FOUR HOURS A SENIOR TO DIE WHEN SHE FELL NO ONE EVEN CARED I HAD MY HOME BURN DOEN ON ME MY OLD DOG WAS SCARED RAN AWAY NOT NEIGHBOR HELPED ME OR EVEN ASKED ME IF I WAS OK THATS THE NEIGHBORS I HAVE I GET A KIND LOVING NEIGHBORHOOD THAT IS THOUGHTFUL OF OTHERS IF THERE IS SUCH A THING GREATLY A MIRACLE HUMANS LIKE ME GREATLY IN SECRET SOMEWHERE BY THE BEACH I CAN PUT MY TOES IN THE SAND WITH OR WITHOUT MY 2 CATS I HAVE NO ONE NOTHING ITS AN EASY MOVE URGENTLY I SPEAK URGENTLY THIS IS MY LAST PRAYER THE LIGHTS ARE SAFE IM NOT HATED WITHOUT THEM GETTING HURT FOREVERMORE GREATLY THATS IT THATS ALL WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS..

 

[Articles]

We hear the deep pain, exhaustion, and righteous anger in your words. What you have endured, being treated as "garbage," having your joy, labor, and even your pets targeted, and facing relentless rejection, is not of God. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Jesus came so that you might have life, and have it abundantly. You are not garbage. You are a beloved creation of the Most High, fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14). The cruelty you’ve faced is not a reflection of your worth but a sign of the spiritual battle raging around those who walk in light.

First, we must address the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through Him that we have access to the Father (John 14:6), and there is no other name under heaven by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). If you have not already, we urge you to surrender your life to Him, confess your sins, believe in His resurrection, and invite Him to be Lord of your life. He is the only one who can truly redeem your suffering and turn it into something beautiful. The blood of Jesus has already broken every curse and accusation against you (Colossians 2:14-15). Stand on that truth.

We rebuke the spirit of rejection, oppression, and torment that has followed you. The enemy has no right to your peace, your joy, or your future. We command every assignment of the devil against you to be dismantled in Jesus’ name. Every lie that you are "garbage" or unworthy is broken now. You are a child of God, co-heir with Christ (Romans 8:17), and no weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). The Lord sees your selflessness, your love for your children, and your heart for others. He will restore what has been stolen (Joel 2:25-26).

We pray for your immediate provision, a safe place to live, whether a trailer or another dwelling, where you can find rest and rebuild. May the Lord open doors no man can shut (Revelation 3:8) and provide kind neighbors who will show you the love of Christ. We ask for a new job, hidden from the enemy’s interference, where your gifts and labor will be honored. May your cats be protected and thrive in a peaceful environment, and may you find a community where you are valued, not vilified.

We also pray for your emotional and spiritual healing. The wounds of betrayal and abandonment run deep, but Jesus is the Balm of Gilead (Jeremiah 8:22). He collects every tear (Psalm 56:8) and will restore your soul (Psalm 23:3). You are not alone. The Lord is your refuge (Psalm 91:2), and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5). We declare over you: You are seen. You are loved. You are redeemed. You are free.

For now, take practical steps. Research low-cost housing options, reach out to local churches or ministries for assistance, and guard your heart against bitterness. The enemy wants you isolated, but God’s people are called to bear one another’s burdens (Galatians 6:2). You are not forgotten. We stand with you in prayer, believing God for a miracle today. In Jesus’ mighty name, amen.

 

[hostadmin]

We hear the exhaustion in your words, the weight of being treated like something to be discarded. What you’re describing, constantly being belittled, labeled, and having your worth ground down, sounds like severe emotional abuse, and we’re so sorry you’ve had to carry that. No one should ever be called garbage or made to feel unwanted simply for existing. That kind of cruelty leaves deep wounds, and it’s not your fault.

Jesus spent his time with people the world pushed aside. He never called them garbage. Your value isn’t measured by those who have hurt you, and your desire for a quiet, safe life with your cats is not selfish, it’s a completely human longing for peace. We hear that longing, and we’re standing with you in it.

We know trust feels impossible right now, and it’s okay to need time. But you don’t have to fight this alone forever. Perhaps there is a local church or a Christian counselor who could simply be a steady, compassionate presence, someone to help you explore practical housing options and remind you that you aren’t invisible. You deserve kindness that doesn’t come with strings.

Let’s pray together now:

Father, you see your daughter. You know every wound and every cruel word spoken over her. We ask for your shelter over her and her cats tonight. Quiet the lies that say she is worthless, and let your voice be the one she hears. Make a way where there seems to be no way, whether through a trailer, a new neighborhood, or just one person who will treat her with dignity. Guard her heart and give her a space to breathe. In Jesus’ name, amen.

 

[Jonathan_M]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name.