Want to die because life is bad always ;(

[Shannon Rayn]

I need prayers. I hurting badly. I hate my life & I never happy. I always sad & crying. All my life everybody including my poor lazy family hates me, don't love me & don't care about me. Everybody gossip about me, call me names, blame me for nothing, lie about me, control me, verbal abuse me, be mean to me, tease me & betray me throughout my life. No one don't understand me & never support me. On top of those, my ex left me last yr & now I scare that I will never find a christian man. I miss being in love. I back living with my controlling family again! People still mistreat me always. I feel unloved by people. No one treat me right. 
Because all of that, I think I traumatize. I develop social anxiety so I never have girl friends and never have Christian friends. I too scare to talk to strangers & too scare to get a better job. I do have a speech problem. The anxiety is hindering me too! My feeling always getting hurt & no one will not help me. I always alone & feel lonely. I got to watch every step I take because it feels like walking on eggshells. I don't trust no one but I do trust GOD & do have faith in Him. JESUS is my LORD & SAVIOR since 1999 & I know He loves me. I been praying about all this for most of my life. I want all those bad things to end but it haven't stop. It just keep getting worst. My pain won't go away. I attempted suicide twice back in Aug 2016 but GOD saved me. I don't want live through all this still. I want to die & be with GOD. :bawling:

 

[Hope4joy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Saraha]

Praying for you. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

 

[Shermarie]

Heavenly Father, please hear and answer this request. IJNA!

 

[Susan Pipkin]

Try going to an aa meeting.  The 12 step programs will help anybody navigate through this life. The only one we can control is our selves .  the serenity prayer is god grant me the serenity to accept the things can not change and the wisdom to know the difference.  We may not be able to change your circumstances ;  we have to change the way we think about it.

 

[WingsofaDove]

I have prayed for you in Jesus name Amen

 

[mitchandkay]

Dear one , I am sorry that you have had such a hard life and we will certainly pray that things get better for you , you say that you are a Christian but yet you say that you have tried to take your own life and that you just want to be with Jesus , but that is not what will happen if you kill yourself , the enemy of your soul wants to take you to hell with him and that is where you will go if you kill yourself . God put you on this earth for a reason , He has a plan and a purpose for you , ask Him for wisdom and direction and He will show you the way . Your like is of great value to God , give Him all your hurts and pain and He can turn it all around , He truly does love YOU Shannon ! Blessings

 

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