There is a blessed wisdom in your desire not to follow your own personal goals but to be led by the Lord, for where there is no vision the people perish, and that vision is not a fancy of our own mind but a Word out of God's mouth. Give me but a Word out of God's mouth, and I can live upon it, but all the words out of man's mouth, apart from Divine Inspiration, must be as unsatisfying food as if men tried to live on stones.
Your prayer is that you may receive visions from God, and I would have you understand what this vision is. It is the revelation of His mind and will as it is given in Holy Scripture, and the counsel by which He guides His people. David said, Thou shalt guide me with thy counsel, and afterward receive me to glory. On earth there is no real glory for us unless we are guided by God's counsel. There is no true glory for any man who takes his own course. The first way of guidance is to be guided by the general directions given in God's Word, and the next is by those great principles infused in every man who takes God for his Guide, to avoid everything that is evil and to bow with submission to the will of God. For the grace of God dethrones obstinacy and gives us in its place acquiescence in the Divine will, and by that very fact we are furnished with unerring guidance.
Be encouraged that you have asked according to the infallibility of God's purpose. The whole was written from the beginning, He knew everything of it, He has never altered a single sentence nor changed a single line of the divine purpose. You and I are only waves of His great sea, we wash up and seem to retire, but the great divine sea of His purpose is still moving on. It is the miracle of miracles that the creatures are free, absolutely free, and yet the divine purpose stands. So you may rest that what God reveals, He will fulfil, for with the Father of lights there is no variableness, neither shadow of turning, and every good gift and every perfect gift cometh down from above.
He who would have vision must be content to be God's pupil. As David said, O God, thou hast taught me from my youth, and hitherto have I declared thy wondrous works. He was chastened, but he was never cast out, he still continued as God's pupil. Being taken into the school of God, he was made to observe things, he had object lessons put before him and he learned to read God's work. So the Lord will teach you, not by flippant fancies, but by His Word and by His dealings, educating your faith and increasing your Divine graces.
Let us pray together.
Heavenly Father, we thank Thee that Thou dost not change like shifting shadows, and that Thou fulfillest the visions Thou givest. We ask in the mighty and powerful name of Jesus that Thou wouldst grant to this Thy servant not the visions of a restless heart nor the mere pursuit of personal goals, but that true vision which is Thy revealed counsel. Open eyes to see Thy Word, give a heart to keep Thy law, for he that keepeth the law, happy is he. Guide with Thy counsel, teach as Thou hast taught Thy people from their youth, and make this life to be spent in declaring Thy wondrous works, until Thou shalt afterward receive to glory, through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.