There is no one around here who prays insincere prayers... what would be the use?...
I understand you are hurting by a double edged sword... you have lost a significant person in your life, a parent, and you have the hurt of not having been able to perform your best due to the circumstances... you are not the first who has lived similar circumstances... trust in the Lord and bring your hurt to him and he will walk with you to see you through...
Heavenly Father, I pray for Jansef that You would be with him in his hour of deepest pain and that You would comfort him right now, You alone can reach in the depths of his heart, because You made him and know him inside out. I bring also his exams to You and pray that You would help him succeed, that out of this very awful moment would come something very good, although this may seem impossible right now. I pray You would keep Your protective Hands over Jansef and carry him through all the obstacles to reach the best possible in his life. In Jesus Name. amen
Ecclesiastes 12
8Vanity of vanities, saith the preacher; all is vanity.
9And moreover, because the preacher was wise, he still taught the people knowledge; yea, he gave good heed, and sought out, and set in order many proverbs.
10The preacher sought to find out acceptable words: and that which was written was upright, even words of truth.
11The words of the wise are as goads, and as nails fastened by the masters of assemblies, which are given from one shepherd.
12And further, by these, my son, be admonished: of making many books there is no end; and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
13Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter: Fear God, and keep his commandments: for this is the whole duty of man.
14For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it be good, or whether it be evil.