Slenkoanview
Disciple of Prayer
hello, my name is ###. i struggle with disobedience from parents my mom is ### my dad's name is ### i get very rageful and curse them and other family members and they at each other and at me been told horrible things no child should ever hear like kill yourself go to halfway house or go on streets alone with nothing and wished i was aborted etc but forgive and love and i have broken many things and feel very brokenhearted. i have lied, used to flirt and masturbated to many girls and people i talked to and touched one girl her high with my thigh and been deceitful have watched porn masturbated lusted and even after family members i get intimidating intrusive thoughts to watch porn or look up specific numbers or evil memory recall pornstar names to look up and masturbate and watch porn and i feel so ashamed and i know i am a sinful wretch and feel so unclean and dirty like a spiritual leper all over wounded and want to be made holy whole by the blood of the Lamb of God inside and out. i want to get married but sometimes feel like is should stay single because of all my sins and broken life and want to have a ### wife and marriage and see her as God's precious daughter little lamb flower jewel in Christ Jesus. i was shown horrible gore porn at a very young age by my friends and i forgive them but opened door to bad sins. i need deliverance badly. i'm so sorry for my sins and want to never ever do any of this ever again until i die and completely utterly stop be completely healed made whole forgiven and never open those evil wicked doors ever again please pray for me in Jesus name!!!