please please pray for me I wrote such a long post explaining how exhausted and tired I've been and asking for your prayers and being delivered from the enemies stronghold over my physical ability to get up out of bed and clean my home. I kept trying to post my prayer request and it would not let me post it. I copied my entire post so that I could refresh the page continue trying to post it, and it was gone. only the title copied. I felt the surge of heat come over my entire body. I feel the enemy at play. Please pray for me that the enemy can no longer interfere in my ability to wake up every day and clean my home. I'm waking up to a filthy home, and I have no energy to clean it. I'm now typing this from a place of panic. I humbly ask that you pray for my deliverance from the spirit of exhaustion that I may wake up every day and feel I'm not only capable of taking care of myself, my home and all that I love but that work feels like a gift that it is. I am always able to do any work anyone needs from me but then I get home and I look around at my home and I have no idea where to start. I wake up every day and getting out of bed feels impossible. I neglect responsibilities and I have been praying for deliverance from this, but I feel God led me here to ask my brothers and sisters in Christ for help. Now that I've been struggling to actually even post my prayer I plea for your help I plea for your prayers. God has a plan for me and I am meant to do so much more than sit inside all day and look around it. All I need to do and want to do for some reason cannot find the clarity of mind or the physical energy to make my home a space that is more than walls, a floor and a roof. That I may know what it feels like to have sanctuary for the first time, that the work it takes to clean my home is something i rejoice in. My goodness, I articulated this desperately so well and when the heat washed over me of realization that my entire prayer for no reason disappeared, I saw the enemy laugh, please this is one of the last strong culture he has over me. The exhaustion. Please pray for my deliverance from this overwhelming weight I can't escape.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.